Sunday, January 29, 2006

大年初一

对了。。
我正在打发时间。。
因为我有 ‘守岁’的习惯。
‘守岁’在华人的传统习俗。。。是子女对长辈的一片孝心;为他们增添寿命。。。
所以,我想大概会熬到凌晨四五点吧。。。。然后才呼呼大睡。。哈哈哈

收到了一些奇怪的新年贺词。。。。我来跟大家分享吧!
祝福你。。。。
性年快乐
性想色成
大鸡大粒
湿湿乳溢
精液满堂
鸡香入浴
黏黏有遗
大弟挥春
大家FXXX财。。。。。。。。不好意思。。。。华语不好

Every year, those messages are circulated around...Friends pass to friends, all of them just forwarded the message to their friends..I personally believe if we want to wish our friends, just type something in your own words, I think that will be more meaningful..as least that's some thoughts you put in...I guess your friends will also appreciate it too..Eh..I have to admit..I sent out a few customised messages to a few friends..because too many messages coming at one time..so no choice..but to send customised ones..HEHE.

The message I like best came from *.T.. "Thanks. Same to you, jeff...May you have a wonderful year ahead. Hugs " It's the one of the few orignal(typed) messages I got from my friends..

At this hour (1.53am), daddy is already asleep..mummy still preparing her 'angbaos'..brother went out, haven't come home yet. Me?Writing blog..listening to music..Don't know what to do later le..MSN friends all put away/busy...No one to talk to leh..Hehe

Okie lah...I shall end here...Will put in another entry after the visitings... =P

Saturday, January 28, 2006

狗狗的照片。。

Here are some of my friends' doggies pictures..Look cute, aren't they? Hehe


Zhenhui's doggie, Kopi

Doggie picture, taken in HongKong during a boat ride to Jumbo Restaurant


Benjamin's doggies..one is called Happy..the other is ??? (Yuki or something..can't remember)


First post in Chinese... =)

再多九个小时,我们就要送走鸡大哥,迎接狗小弟的到来。。。。

这是新的一年,一个新的开始,
让我在这里,先恭祝各位兄弟姐妹,亲戚朋友。。
年快乐!!!!!!!

大家都想过一个大肥年嘛。。所以希望大家都能赚大钱,尤其是今年的千万元多多;
狗喜发财财源广进

在事业方面;
步步高升,蒸蒸日上

在各人心灵方面;
心想事成,旺事如意

在健康方面;
身体健康,精神饱满

搞笑版
利用十二生肖串成的新年贺词。。
钱不完 (数钱不完)
那样壮
虎生威
气扬眉 (吐气扬眉)
马精神
剑唇枪 (舌剑唇枪)
到成功
洋得意(洋洋得意)
生可畏(后生可畏)
不可失(机不可失)
用就好(够用就好)
你发财(祝你发财

有赌博的朋友,希望你们在麻将桌,牌桌上等等,都能大捞一笔,但可别伤了彼此的友情。
最主要是要玩得开心,哈哈 哈哈。。。。(如果想赢我的钱。。。那得过五关,斩六将。。。怎么说我。。 都曾经是名 - ‘赌神’) 我有一点自大了。。。。

当让也别忽略了自己的健康,别吃太多肉干,旺梨酥等食品。。导致咳嗽或生病。。那可不值得。

噢!!!! 我的老天爷啊。。我整整花了一个小时,才把这个内容给写完。。。希望你们会读的愉快。

‘天红’a.k.a SkyRed
致上

心情 - 愉快无比。。
乐曲 - 新年组曲

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Going 'gaga' over my hair...

I've just gotten home from the hair salon..the place is just too crowded with customers. As usual, the place will be crowded once CNY is approaching..So, me waited for about an hour..before its my turn..

Ask my hairstylist not to cut too short..but then..still short..LOLX..Don't know her defination of short lah..Anyway, bad point of having short hair is that it makes my head look more balder..argh..keep looking at the right side of my head with the help of a mirror..because its so obvious..sigh..and not to mention..the white hairs also became more obvious after the haircut..oh my god..

The hairstyle was much easier to manage than those few past ones she did for me..so I'm still quite satisfied lah..dun look nerd can liao..look abit boyish..Haahaa..at this age? Better to look younger..

Didn't ask her to help me with dyeing of hair...because don't want to take up too much of her time..Hehe..So? I'm going to DIY later...Hopefully...it turns out like being done professionally by a hairstylist..Hahaha..

Edited: Managed to dye my hair..but the colour wasn't obvious..to me..my hair now totally look like black (not like last time...my friends used to comment that my hair look brown) Hmm..was it my eyes playing tricks again? Anyway nevermind..the main idea was to make my white hair vanish..Erm..but not that successful either...still can see some white hairs. Hehe

Feeling - 'Gaga'...over my hair =P

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Scary morning...

I turned on my computer...after a while..it starts prompting me that some files in my drive are corrupted..Being a computer idiot..I don't know what to do..just went to all folders to search for the files..couldn't find it..I'm began to panic...scare my pc will go crash or something...Decided to off my pc and restart again..This time, the windows begin to check my files...and fix some errors here and there..now..the pc seems ookie..but I'm still afraid.. =(

Need to do backup for my school work..just in case..now is critical moment..need to submit lots of assignments..sigh.

Feeling - Frightened..

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Was my shirt altered or not?

Yeah..got back my altered shirt..or was it not altered at all?

I'm unpleased with the alteration..seems that the sleeves are still about half-one longer...or was it an illusion that my eyes are playing tricks on me..I can't remember the actual sleeve length of the shirt before alteration..So to me..after putting on a few tries now..I still feel that the sleeves are long! Argh..Damn it..What is the tailor doing? Anyway..its ok..don't wish to make a big fuss over it..paid $5 for it. And because it less than 5 days away from CNY (Remember? I brought the shirt to alter on thurs, only manage to get it back on tue, that's 6 working days) If I need to alter it again...I don't know how long the uncle will take..plus I need to wash, dry and iron...OMG..no TIME le..

If you believe...The shirt will look acceptable...
If you don't believe..The shirt will look ugly...
If you believe...The shirt will look acceptable...
If you don't believe..The shirt will look ugly...
(Continue this chant for the next 98 times...If you find this phrase familiar..that's because you have watched My date with Vampire 3...HAHAHAA)


I think I gonna wear this on the 2nd day...

Feeling - I'm deceiving myself?

Some observations at the working executives...

hey afternoon!

Yesterday..while waiting for my friend at Raffles Place MRT..I begin to observe people(the working executives)walking around..for about 20 mins. Did I tell anyone before that I have this habit of observing at people around me..yesh inclusive of my friends too..their body language..facial expression..overall appearance..etc..Hahaha.

Anyway..I was looking at the OLs(in case you don't understand..OL means Office Ladies)KEKE..Some gals/women/ladies are really worth looking at..I don't mean the figures!DUHz..I'm not any old perverts. They look very presentable in jacket with skirt/pant..Whoo~ There are some pretty ones too..Whoo~ Eye-opener for the day!

But the above is not my main discussion..Besides looking at the OLs, I also looked at the male executives..A whole bunch of pathetic lot..But then, there are some who carry off themselves, presentably and professionally...Some bad observations noted:
- pants too short...exposing the sock while walking..
(please do get longer pants and altered it..and altered it to the length where the end of the pants is in level with the heel, because the ex-sales boutique promoter says so..)
- wearing white socks..so unmatched..
(please wear darker colour ones, black is usually more preferred)
- rolling up of sleeves
(if you want to roll them up..please fold them neatly, look more professional mah)
- can never understand why they like to carry bag on back..it will wrinkle the shirt lor..
(can use sling bag..or those briefcase-like..carry it on hand mah..)
- map of sweat on the back..yucks..smelly..
(please wear a singlet, not those old ahpeks wear type hor..you can get it from CK or other shops..or white t-shirt)

These are just some points I could remember..Anyway..its just my opinions, don't need to take it too seriously...But I just hope that the Singaporean guys can improve their image..dun act like some country-bumpkins from another era...Enough bitching about people..Sorry..

Need help?I can be the image consultant..Haahaahaa..just kidding..I guess I can be an all-rounder Consultant ah..

Monday, January 23, 2006

Lunch at Japanese Restaurant

Yep Yep..

Met up with my army buddy, Zhenhui in the afternoon for lunch..He brought me to this japanese restaurant near Raffles Place..(the Food Street near China Square) Erm..I forgotten the name of the restaurant...but I'm sure if anyone wants to go there..I can bring you along..Hehe. Anyway..they sell japanese foods, sushi, and ramen. And you can add either 1, 2, 4, 6 or 8 chillies (the degree of spicyness) to your ramen. Both of us ordered our ramen with 2 chillies..(Me being first time in the shop..give 2 chillies a testing..in case is too spicy for me)

It turned out alright for me..except my 'unglam' situation again..sweat around forehead... =P Haahaa..so malu..for one instance..I thought people around will look at me..and in their mind, thinking.."so hot meh?" No one was sweating lor..except me..

Gonna go back there..try for the 4 chillies..anyone wanna come with me? Its definitely worth the price for the food..Hehe

Next we supposed to go shopping for CNY clothes..but we went to watch Memoirs of a Geisha! Classic moment: When Mameha told Suguri that a true Geisha can stop a Man with one look...the both of us burst out laughing..unknowingly together..It was so funny because mainly..we both have watched the spoof...and it reminded us about the content..Hahaha

The movie was considered okie to me...Gong Li's acting was terrific..(The others, I don't wish to comment about it) Will try to read the book..if possible..

  • Tribute to Memoirs of a Geisha (the spoof)
  • <----the link is here
    it's hilarious...

    Feeling - Cheerful

    Sunday, January 22, 2006

    Hmmm....

    just wondering if I should go and dye or highlight my hair..

    sian..getting more and more white hairs..wondering how come I'm so stress or other health problems? I've not even start working yet..where does all this stress comes from? School?No..I doubt so..

    If I want to do something to my hair..should I make it black or brown..cos naturally my hair abit brownish..hehe..any ideas from my friends? I really believe I need to cover my those white hairs..ARGHz! But then..scare of consequences..as you all know lah..those chemicals can make you go bald..or drop hairs..my hair already thinning..gosh..I think in few more years..5 yrs..just give me tat amount of time! I'll just shave my head bald..haahaa..so that I wouldn't need to go and troubled about hair matter. I think that's one Mediacorp or a Model agency fashion stylist..look good in bald..Mind you..he is quite young too.

    Am I going to take the risk??

    Feeling - Eccentric..

    Saturday, January 21, 2006

    How many C's do you have...

    Hey good afternoon guys!

    How many C's do you have?? Oh I'm not talking about Cash, Condominium, Credit card, Car, and membership of Country clubs...Perhaps there's another C's = Career

    Anyway, what I'm talking about is the C's in a relationship..Erm..pardon me..I know I'm failed in my previous relationships..but doesn't stop me from giving a 'lecture' to my friends/couples out there right? Hahaha

    Back to the topic..Actually I read it from a blog..and that person defines 4 C's only..So after giving it some thoughts, I decided to add in a few more and pen it down here..
    Here's the 10 C's...
    Communication
    Chemistry
    'Click'
    Contented
    Character
    Compatibility
    Cherish
    Caring and Concerning
    Contribution
    Commitment

    For a relationship to even occured or happened, I think those mentioned above are important factors or maybe there are more to list...(Wait till I got the time to analyse the Dictionary on C's)

    Without all or any of the criteria I mentioned above, I think that the relationship will be a failure from the start regardless of how long it will last. Well, I guess there are people who goes by look, be it handsome guys vs pretty ladies, or bulging muscle vs sexy figure...etc..all based on the pyhsical appearance.

    When 2 persons are together, they must be able to communicate and 'click' with each other. Communication is not just one-way...usually a two-way process. It comes to being trusting and be open towards each other. How do I define 'click'? Well..I guess its more of a feeling that the both knows..at the right time, at the right moment. For example, when both are talking about silly things, telling jokes..you'll break down and laugh, as if the both of you are living in your own world, just feeling comfy with each other. Sometimes, communication doesn't need to involve speaking to each other..that's when the chemistry between 2 comes into place..That's the spark between the 2 of you..It becomes sort of telepathy..where you understand each other just through a small hand gesture or an eye contact..

    Being contented with each other..That's when both parties do not place high expectations on each other. Remember this phrase? "The higher the expectation you have, the greater the disappointment you will receive in the end". So just be happy, satisfied and contented with your partner. Expectations can be built along the process of love..You can't demand your other half to change overnight..but gradually..Or accept the way your partner is..I mean when both got into a relationship...there is sure to come to an understanding of each other's character and personality during the dating process...But then, who are we to judge one another...is bad character person really bad..or good character person really good? So..just go with your heart..if you feel that He/She is the One.."Love is blind"

    Compatibility...that's when we talk about both parties sharing common interests, hobbies, sports; common topics to talk about; common goals they set in their lives...

    Cherishing every second and minutes(time) when you are with that person as time flies very fast when you are feeling happy. Cherished the precious moments, be it happy or sad...especially confiding each other with problems encountered..solved them together...or share joys with each other...Sometimes, (touch wood) we never know what will happen in life..accidents do happen..resulting in fatal injuries..taking your other half away..so what's left behind...are memories..

    Caring and Concerning for each other is just a basic requirement in a relationship..who don't wish to be cared and concerned when you are feeling sick, feeling troubled, when everything seems to go against you..you just wish that he/she is by yourside to comfort you, to stand by you..give you support..Always be there...

    Contribution...in the sense that there is always give and take in a relationship..for it to work. You give in a little, the other takes a little..Another day, you take a little, the other gives in to you..When both are unwilling to give in..it just spells disaster for the relationship..When cold war sets in..some C's wouldn't exist too..especially communication...

    To substain a relationship, both parties must be able to commit into a relationship, in other words...just be faithful to your other half..

    Ended..Bad essay written...Don't even understand why am I writing this..Hahaha. What does it proves anyway? No idea..maybe this is the kind of 10 C's I want in my future relationship..But then, I'm not looking forward to any in this year...That's what my resolution 2006 intended..love life at the bottom priority.. *PUI*Hahaha

    So how many C's do you have?or your other half have?Give it a thought..

    Feeling - Amused...

    Lunch at Thai Express...

    Hehe...

    Met up with my friend, Ted for lunch this afternoon at Thai Express...and little did I know that he is also working in the PR field..(WOW!So coincidence!) We talked about PR..his work, his clients, my studies, my future plannings, everything under the sun..mostly still related to our common topic (PR).

    He did mention something that set me thinking for a while..which I had to agree with him..I mean not only he commented..there have other friends saying similar views to me..So I guess I have to do something in one to two months time..hopefully..the change in me will be noticeable.
    I Need Time...

    Hmm..wondering if I should approach him to ask him whether his company wants to employ any interns a not..cos he did told me that there were some interns who had worked in his company. Or should I approach my 'Bloody Old Man' lecturer...haahaaa..that's Pearlyn always called him..Both are different choices..in the sense that one work for corporate..the latter is a consultancy..Need to give some thoughts..should try to find more information from Ted about his work..(hopefully)

    Back to lunch...I ordered my favourite again..CURRIES!!! (No photos of my food.. =) )Those who know me well, will know that I like hot and spicy foods..hehe. Again..I looked sooooooooo unglam, perspiring with sweat on my forehead, tickling down the sides my cheeks.. =P

    Joke of the day...we saw the waitress serving us..look like someone..RU HUA..Her makeup was so thick and colourful...that we thought she look like a baboon's ass (Red/Pink..or was there some blue??) or opera singer...Have to get the pics from Hongjun..He sure have those pics..especially those RA ones..Haahaa. We were laughing our heads off after she went to the kitchen to get our foods..(slap ourselves..talking behind people back) But who in the right mind will paint her face till like that..

    OKOK. Sorry Thai Express's waitress, I (WE!!) shouldn't make fun of you.

    p/s: Do you guys want to take a look? The restaurant is located in a BIG shopping centre near my school..Haahaa

    Feeling - Crazy..(Bear with me hor...ok?)

    Thursday, January 19, 2006

    start of a bad morning..

    ARGh..I was doing my report in the early morning...on my computer for around 20 mins...then it auto shut off and restarts..Damn it..dunno what happens..No backups..Report gone..Gonna retype again. Yesterday, the computer was still working fine..before I switched it off.

    Instinct told me to go under Power Options in Control Panel...Guess what I found? The setting for 'turn off monitor' was checked and shows 'After 20 mins' !!! When did I ever do that?? I mean last night, I didn't do anything mah..Crazy computer..Feel like smashing it to pieces..Hahaaa

    Anyway..my organizer says today I got whole loads of stuffs to do..
    -need to get my shirt altered, belt altered..
    -reports to be done..
    -make appointments..

    Breakfast..Cheeze cake..hehe..will eat them later..=P

    Wednesday, January 18, 2006

    keys to my heart..

    The Keys to Your Heart

    You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

    In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

    You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

    You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

    Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

    Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

    You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

    In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
    Haahaa..
    true or not true..I decide myself.. =)
    for all the tests i've done, just take it with a pinch of salt..

    Tuesday, January 17, 2006

    just wondering...

    Hehe..

    Just wondering, when you guys feel upset, unhappy, or depressed...what will you do??
    a) Go on a shopping spree..(gals like to do that..haahaa)
    b) Munching on junk foods..(especially sweet things like chocolates, ice-creams etc)
    c) Go into hibernation mode..(minimum of 12 hours)
    d) Find friends to talk..
    e) Prefer to be alone..
    f) Find things to do..(to keep himself/herself busy)
    g) Drowning yourself in alcohol...
    h) None of the above..(please state ________)

    Want to know mine??
    Answer will be.. (c), (b) & (e) .....Priority will be to sleep for hours..and when I wake up..I usually forget about the matter, my mind will be fresh..few hours later, it starts 'digging' into those problems again... HAHAHA

    So what's yours? Care to share...

    Feeling - Cheerful

    Monday, January 16, 2006

    Pathetic life..

    This Is My Life, Rated
    Life:
    5.1
    Mind:
    5.8
    Body:
    7.1
    Spirit:
    5
    Friends/Family:
    3.2
    Love:
    2
    Finance:
    3.3
    Take the Rate My Life Quiz

    Your life rating is a score of the sum total of your life, and accounts for how satisfied, successful, balanced, capable, valuable, and happy you are. The quiz attempts to put a number on the summation of all of these things, based on your answers. Your life score leaves room for improvement. You can make changes to improve your trouble areas, and this will bring you greater satisfaction. Focus on your weakest points and set about to change them. Do not delay your happiness and success.

    Mind: Your mind rating is a score of your mind's clarity, ability, and health. Higher scores indicate an advancement in knowledge, clear and capable thinking, high mental health, and pure thought free of interference. Your mind score is not bad, but could be improved upon. Your mental health is not weak, but you are not achieving full mental clarity and function. Learn how to unclutter your mind. Keep learning, keep improving, continue moving forward.

    Body: Your body rating measures your body's health, fitness, and general wellness. A healthy body contributes to a happy life, however many of us are lacking in this area. You have a rather good body score, which is an indication that you take care of yourself. There is room for improvement, however. Please keep doing what works. Eat right, exercise, reduce your stress, treat any illness. Doing these things will help ensure your body will be in good working order for a long time to come.

    Spirit: Your spirit rating seeks to capture in a number that elusive quality which is found in your faith, your attitude, and your philosophy on life. A higher score indicates a greater sense of inner peace and balance. Your spirit score leaves room for improvement. Consider making a concerted effort to redefine your attitudes and focus your beliefs. Boosting your spirit will lead to greater life satisfaction.

    Friends/Family: Your friends and family rating measures your relationships with those around you, and is based on how large, healthy, and dependable your social network is. Your friends and family score suffers, yet it does not need to be this way. Strengthen your social network by reaffirming old bonds. Seek out new friendships, and they will provide you the reward you need.

    Love: Your love rating is a measure of your current romantic situation. Sharing your heart with another person is one of life's most glorious, terrifying, rewarding experiences. Your love score is very low, indicating trouble. There is love out there for you. Seek the advice of wise people on how to go about finding it. Do not lose hope.

    Finance: Your finance rating is a score that rates your current financial health and stability. Your financial score indicates some trouble. Raise your score over time by making changes which will lead to greater prosperity in the future. Be sure to live within your means today.

    HAHAHAAA....

    No topic.. (Part 2)

    Have not been posting on the blog as frequent as last time..
    Anyway that's nothing much to write...

    Life was too messy this few days...or should I say since the beginning of 2006...nothing has been going the way I want it...I'm just putting on a mask infront of my friends..All those laughs, are just too fake..I know it...(Maybe some friends are able to 'sense' it) Are Geminis good actors? They have split personalities..Haahaa...you decide yourself..

    Don't know what I, myself is leading to... or why am I being lead by someone else?? *confused*
    Perhaps I still have feelings for that person?

    Maybe it's time to let go of everything (Should I? I guess you have moved on..) Its just hurt to see and feel that things look so different..to me now. Just hope you'll be happier than me.. >.<

    Feeling - Gloomy
    Music - Daniel Chan : Bi Wo Xing Fu
    Lyrics
    望着广场的时钟 你还在我的怀里躲风
    不习惯言不由衷 沉默如何能让你都懂
    此刻与你相拥 也算有始有终
    祝福有许多种 心痛却尽在不言中
    请你一定要比我幸福 才不枉费我狼狈退出
    再痛也不说苦爱不用抱歉来弭补
    至少我能成全你的追逐
    请记得你要比我幸福 才值得我对自己残酷
    我默默的倒数最后再把你看清楚
    看你眼里的我好馍糊慢慢被放逐

    放心去追逐你的幸福别
    管我愿不愿孤不孤独都别在乎!
    请你一定要比我幸福 才不枉费我狼狈退出
    再痛也不说苦爱不用抱歉来弭补
    至少我能成全你的追逐
    请记得你要比我幸福才 值得我对自己残酷
    我默默的倒数最后再把你看清楚
    看你眼里的我好馍糊慢慢被放逐
    放心去追逐你的幸福
    别管我愿不愿孤不孤独都别在乎!

    Saturday, January 14, 2006

    Friends..

    Didn't really expect to know that some of my other friends, have been reading my blog 'at one corner'...Kinda scary...haahaahaa. (BIG surprise to me!!)

    Cos I know they are not those 'KPO' (no offence to anyone hor..joking hor) type mah..so wouldn't go read other people's blog. But I guess..they are just concern about me..just want to know more about me..

    Thanks for those comments to my posts and in the shoutbox..
    Continue to post them in.. OK?

    p/s: Guan..the slap you gave me...wasn't hard enough..I'm still need something harder than that..(you didnt mean to slap me actually...because you didn't read my previous post)

    No topic.. (Part 1)

    Yesterday, had my PR presentation...everything went quite well until the Q&A sessions. Damn that lecturer, bombarding us with questions for around 20mins...ARGH!!!!!! Questions that we did not anticipate...make us just look more silly in front of the class..sighz..Anyway it is over already..no use crying over it. Just do well for the other parts..like the report..gonna put in 101% effort!

    It has been really a long time I talked to my Ex (the one in US), so much on the MSN..Kind of mixed feelings (or 'miss' feelings)..maybe I haven't gotten over it..Confused..

    Then I was reading my the other Ex (recent one) blog...I don't know what the poem means again..was it referring to me?was it talking about us? I really don't know...maybe You are talking about your other Ex bah..I'm so confused again...What should I do? It brought back memories again..(looking at the bearbear.. >.<) I'm such a loser...please agree with me..Feeling so sad now..Alvin managed to get me the song by Julian Cheung (Zhang Zhi Lin) which I have mentioned in the previous posts..Thank you Alvin! Now listening to this song...sighz... I will be glad if someone (no..NOT Alvin..u too rough, maybe YOU) can give me one tight slap across my face..I need to wake up! I need to move on..MOVE ON!!

    Feeling - Depressed..Confused..
    Music - ............

    Thursday, January 12, 2006

    Bad debts..

    it's the time of the year to collect my bad debts..

    The Chinese have this belief that before the CNY..it is always good to clear off any bad debts you owed to other people..otherwise you will be followed with bad luck in the following year..
    For the next two weeks...I hoped to collect back the debts my 2 friends owe me..Chances are minimal..

    Of course, I do have debts too..but those are small amounts..Hope to meet up with Zhenhui/Eddy to return the cab money ($$ ?)...and Geryl for the KTV during X'mas ($11)..soon. Is there anyone out there, who I owe $ to? I'm serious...

    Working..

    i'm still working on my project..pathetic guy..
    Friday got presentation...still figuring out some parts..

    Anyway..I got drenched for the 3rd time in RAIN!! 2 weeks..3 times...many more to go..haahaa (brain not working well...am I sick?) I have not seen the SUN for days...ARGH.

    Don't ask me to bring umbrella...I'm just lazy...>.<

    Feeling - Hungry..Lethargic..
    Music - Sound of Rain drizzling outside my window

    Tuesday, January 10, 2006

    just a thought...

    just a thought..
    when you are sick..
    do you wish that you can see him/her immediately?
    do you wish that he/she will stay beside you?
    do you wish that you can lie on his/her lap, and rest?
    do you wish that he/she can prepare some foods for you?
    do you wish that the time will just stop for the 2 of you...


    you can continue to dream and don't wake up....>.< (Jeff says...)

    Feelings - Sleepy
    Music - Zhang Zhi Lin : Tu Ran Jue De Hao Xiang Ni (Got to like this song after hearing it at the KTV...Anyone got its mp3?)
    Lyrics
    爱 好奇怪

    总在夜里澎湃
    心 一旦开 思念满怀
    爱 好无奈
    言语说不明白
    心 安静不下来
    忽然觉得我好想你
    忽然渴望拥抱你
    只可惜 今夜在我怀里
    只有思念和回忆
    忽然觉得我好想你
    忽然担心永远失去你
    这忧虑 写满在夜里

    The Trio..

    Yes! The Trio met up together yesterday..It's been a quite some time since the Trio meet up for any chilling sessions. Before meeting them at 10pm, I was doing my project discussion at Mr Bean in SMU at 6.30pm. Meeting ended around 1 1/2 hour, then accompany one of them to have dinner.. we talked about studies, work and army things lor..

    Later went to meet the other 2 Trio..for KTV at KBOX..Haha. Gosh, we SANG for 6 hours!!! At first, it was till 1pm, but we decided to extend because we feel that it's just too expensive to spend close to $90 for singing 3 hours...so by extending another 3 hours, paying for the drinks only..total was like freaking $120..ARGH..(Trust me, I wouldn't go KBOX again..) Haha, anyway $ isn't important issue, go out, sure spend $ one mah, and most importantly is the process..WE ENJOY OURSELVES!! First 3 hours, we were singing Males songs, and the last 3 hours, we sang Females songs...haahaa Well, female songs seems more easier to sing than the males one..Hmm..why ah?

    Ended the ktv session around 4am..and we went home..Suppose to have supper, but I was not feeling well again..After I got home, I went for toilet for 4 times. Now in the morning, I went another 2 times..SIGH..

    Feelings - Dehydrated..
    Music - Zhang Hui Mei : Ji De
    Lyrics
    谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我

    以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
    过了太久 没人记得 当初那些温柔
    我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
    我们都忘了 这条路走了多久
    心中是清楚的 有一天 有一天 都会停的
    让时间说真话 虽然我也害怕 在天黑了以后
    我们都不知道 会不会有遗憾
    谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
    以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
    过了太久 没人记得 当初那些温柔
    我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
    我们都累了 却没办法往回走
    两颗心都迷惑 怎么说 怎么说 都没有救
    亲爱的为什么 也许你也不懂
    两个相爱的人 等对方先说 找分开的理由
    谁还记得 爱情开始变化的时候
    我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空
    走的太远终于走到分岔路的路口
    是不是你和我要有两个相反的梦
    谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
    以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
    过了太久 没人记得 当初那些温柔
    我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
    我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后

    Monday, January 09, 2006

    Ren Ci Charity Show 2006

    Glad that they met their target again..over $5 millions (app. $6+ millions) at the end of the 3 1/2 hours show.

    This time round, the artistes did not perform any dangerous strunts, or strunts that are pain-stricken to be seen and feel by the audiences (except the one performed by Rev Ming Yi). Few years back, when this charity show started, most performances were considered highly dangerous. But later, it decided to with strunts that will challenge artistes' individual endurances, phobias, overcomes obstacles etc. At least is better than NKF, SHF or any other charity shows which I can remembered, which use dangerous strunts (eg. Sharon Au and her sword ladders, Quan Yi Feng/Kim and their ladders of lights, many more to mentioned..)

    No wonder, in one recent TNP reports, Jacelyn Tay commented on the risk of injuries she and other Mediacorp artistes will suffered during those rehearsals..I admired her..for her courage to speak up! They are just actors, not circus clowns, acrobats or stunt men. Great bow to them, because they willing to put time and efforts to make the show a success.

    'We are doing our best for the show, for a good cause. But I'm sure we can think of other content. It's time to reconsider whether donations can be secured only if we do such stunts. Viewers have been donating for years, they have charitable hearts. Is it a necessity to do such dangerous stunts?', quoted from Jacelyn Tay.

    Show was heart-lightening and with some touch of humor in it..Hope the following charity shows will continue to do without such dangerous strunts. I remember that in previous shows, where they asked foreign singers, like Emil Chou, Zhen Ni etc. to perform..their calls were soaring high. Now, when I see S.H.E or 5566, the call numbers were pathetic..Maybe it's time for Mediacorp to reconsider using more popular artistes that are 'Aunty/Uncle killers'. Tao Ze was fantastic! Changing the lyrics, singing in his own style..Songs selected were meaningful, like Ai Heng Jian Dan and Jiu Shi Ai Ni..to show his love for the patients of Ren Ci. Other performances were good too, like Kim's graceful 'ropeplay', beauties and the vases, cheerleading, Gurmit in lift with Darren, Zoe Tay's pipeblowing darts at balloons, the husband/wife strunt, songs from Mi Xue, S.H.E, Allan, Superstars etc.

    As mentioned, the highlight of the show was the event performed by Rev Ming Yi. Though it was a dangerous strunt, (Definitely!) considering that it was raining heavily and the wind was so strong, not to forget, HE was just wearing a simple clothing!! To bear so much, I believe its too much for him. Everytime, his foot reaches for the wooden blocks, his expression remains so calm..Finally, after his 1st segment (2nd segment was cancelled, because the wooden logs look too slippery to put a foot on..DANGEROUS!), he CRIED for the first time! I was deeply touched by what he said.. 'The public should forget about what had happened in the past...The hundreds of patients in Ren Ci need our help...I'm very sad that the artistes are being scolded' I felt that his segment was particularly meaningful, with the additional of rain and wind (whether it was intentionally or unintentionally from the HEAVEN...was it a Test from the GOD?) It just appeared that nowadays charity organizations are not easy to raise funds with the aftermath of NKF saga..the route they faced was tough..facing criticisms from the public, demanding transparency, stopping their donations..etc..

    At least, He is better than Durai a few hundred times, He walks the talk..performing for the show. Where is that DURAI, you never see him in any of the 3 NKF shows...

    Oh by the way, please don't ask Rev Ming Yi to sing again..(haahaa, =X) He was singing so monotonously and sadly...but the moment the donation figures was revealed, he smiled.. I think its always better to see him smile and be happy..(just like my friends who always wish that I'll be that way =) isn't it?)

    Rain..

    It has been raining since yesterday morning...till late night close to 11pm before it stopped. AGAIN..it starts to rain this morning! When will it ever stopped?

    Rain Rain go away...please...its freaking cold in my house..=(

    Sunday, January 08, 2006

    Went shopping...

    Yesterday, went shopping around Bugis for my CNY clothes with my friends...Bought only one shirt. Will still need to go in search for one or two more clothings...most probably will be shirts again..hahaa. Need to add some shirts to my wardrobe since I'll be going to start work in March (hopefully...)

    Still wondering if I should get the belt buckle..Indecisive again..Gemini traits!! keep thinking whether if it is practical a not to spend such money on that item. On second look, it look kiddy..more like for teenagers...(I'm old..this year gonna be 25 le) ARGH..looks like cons are more than pros..Give up?

    I could never understand how some people like to buy branded goods??Because of the brand itself?or the quality?And it's so expensive...worth it a not? Anyway...just some comments only...no offence to anyone..If you like branded stuffs, go ahead and buy lor..Cos it makes you happy what..haahaa

    Largest-ever terror attack response drill..

    Singapore held the big civil emergency execrise on the 8th..(hahaha the source I got is reliable...) to test the preparedness of government agencies and the public in case of a terror attack in the country..Well, the drill started at 6.25 am and last about 3 hours.

    So weird, early in the morning when most Singaporeans are still asleep (including me >.<), does this exercise really place an 'effect' to the public in Singapore? I guess not, except those who might be working on a Sunday morning. Wouldn't it be better if the exercise is held in the afternoon, most Singaporeans will be out shopping...More Realistic? But then, I believe there will be alot of complaints from the public..

    So I guess, that's the reason to choose to activate it in the early morning, which is to reduce the amount of complaints from the public bah..

    Saturday, January 07, 2006

    Sick...

    Maybe got to do with the rain, drenched while on the way home from school..These few days, have not been taking care of my health..irregular sleeping hours, skipping of meals, plus 2 days of drenching (if you read my previous posts), stress from school work, and recovering from .....

    The more I think...my head gonna BURST!!EXPLODE! Think I eat some panadols..and go sleep..Later still..got a long day ahead for me...Rush some research, meet up for discussions in noon, night? maybe go shopping for my belt buckle? or CNY clothings..

    Feelings - Sick
    Music - None

    Friday, January 06, 2006

    Big Event...

    Hmm..according to reliable sources, the 'Big Event' will be gonna held in 2 days times (i.e 8th..)

    What 'Big Event' am I talking about? Well, If you have been reading the newspaper current affairs lately, the Singapore Government is preparing 'SOMETHING BIG' throughout the island...especially at the town areas.

    So for that reason, I gonna avoid going to Town, Hehe. Anyway, that's not an important issue lar..(*crappy* Dunno why I'm writing this...)

    Feelings - Excited..
    Music - Ocean Ou De Yang : Liu Se Cai Hong

    Thursday, January 05, 2006

    'Sian'

    Have it ever occurred to you that, how often have you used this word 'Sian' in your daily life?
    Even the non-Chinese races use this word so often to describe their feelings..

    Though Sian comes from a Hokkien word, But who really know the English meaning of it?
    Tired? Boring? Weariness? Listless? Unattentive? Etc....
    So many expessive meanings...

    I guess at this point of time, I'm just freaking sian..to go blog on such a topic..LOLx
    Need some time to loosen my mind... =P (*I still can't let go of everything*)

    Feelings - Sian..
    Music - Lin Jun Jie : Tu Ran Lei Le
    Lyrics
    吃饭吃到睡了

    我开车开到傻了
    我看书看到你了
    开始怀疑我怎么了
    说话说到吐了
    我写歌写到疯了
    我爱你爱到盲了
    天知道我又怎么了
    不舍得 舍不得 都分手了
    舍不得 不舍得 散了
    爱是你的 我是 我的 完了
    原来我只是突然累了
    原来我不说了
    原来我撑着撑到麻了
    原来我不爱了

    Banish to hell

    Greed:Medium
    Gluttony:Medium
    Wrath:Medium
    Sloth:Medium
    Envy:Medium
    Lust:Medium
    Pride:Medium


    Your sin has been measured. You have committed many sins, but Sloth is the mortal sin that has done you in.


    Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

    Wednesday, January 04, 2006

    A poem from someone special...

    Your melancholic silence,
    Upon the dark crimson sky,
    In the cradle of assurance,
    Far from the eagle's cry.

    Like the brooding of a century's loss,
    And the invitation of a brand new half.
    The charm exuded in the gentleman's discourse,
    Melts my heart into fluff.

    Ignorance or indignance,
    A spinoff from a noble creed.
    In the mysteries there lies a true significance,
    Of no other person who can ever read.

    Self proclaimed complication,
    As if I do not know where you roam.
    I know I hope, my heart is your final destination,
    And the embrace, your eventual home.

    Written by D.T...

    The poem was written after we know each other for 9 days..Never got to know the meanings of the poem, because you didn't explain to me. (blame myself..moi English too substandard..>.<) Hope you will allow me to keep it as part of the memory we shared..Otherwise I will take it down, if you dislike...

    Feelings - Cheerful..Going to school le
    Music - None

    Resolutions for 2006?

    Gonna put priority to...
    1st: my studies..I'm just left with 4 modules (including 2 mod which I'm taking..)
    2nd: find job/attachment..the start of my career..abit late..isn't it?Earn more money!!
    3rd: family and friends..I can't do without them, will try to allocate times for them
    4th: health..keep myself healthy, and fit..(friends say I look sickly...)
    5th: love life..haahaa..Does it even exist?Not putting much hopes..unless it dervies from my 3rd priority..

    wonder by the end of 2006, how many of them will be fulfilled? (keep my fingers crossed) =X

    Tuesday, January 03, 2006

    LED Scrolling Belt Buckle..

    Anyone saw this LED scrolling belt buckle that Junyang and Sugi wear during the Campus Superstars? Looks cool, isn't it?? Junyang was wearing the Red one..and Sugi was wearing a Green one..

    Got any idea where to get it?haahaa

    This is one I saw from the Internet...but need to order it through online...

    Geez..gals out there who do window shopping frequently..please help me take note of it..Thanks a million..if you find it. Will give you a treat..=P

    http://www.scrollingbuckle.com
    http://powerplayer.sitemynet.com/powerplayer/id3.htm

    The Blue, Red and White are COOLz! I'm so crazy about it..*shitty* Cos that means I will need to spend money...*bRoke*



    Monday, January 02, 2006

    Lonely Feeling..

    Went out with my friend to Orchard, he was trying to cheer me up..but due to my lousy mood, I snapped at him sarcastically a few times, punched him twice..

    Sighz, if you happen to read this blog, I'm really sorry..
    Things that had happened few days ago..I thought I was able to put it down easily..Somehow, the memories keep recurring in my mind..

    After he left for the MRT to go home, I walked alone..along the streets of Orchard..wandering aimlessly, Tried to call Pearlyn they all but never picked up the phone (I need their companies...sighz)..till I reached Plaza Singapura..Then it rained, took a bus home..alighted far away from my home. Rain was heavy..by the time I reached home, I was totally drenched. HUNGRY!!!

    Feelings - Sad
    Music - None (maybe the sound of my breathing or sobbing)

    Recaps of 2005...

    Many things happened in 2005..

    Happy ones..sad ones..they are still memories which are not easily forgotten.

    Because I'm so used to keep my feelings inside my heart, I never really shared them with my friends. But I really appreciate their company, they are able to know when I'm happy and when I'm not..trying to cheer me up or support me in another way. Thanks for being there for me the past one year or should I say..every year since we know each other.

    OKie..back to main topic..its recaps of the past year..so bear with me, because I'm gonna start writing a long post..Haha..It doesn't matter if you do not wish to read =P. So I start by months lar, easier to write..(please pardon me if i started to write in Singlish..ok?)

    January

    Hmm...too vauge..no memories about it. But I guess, still the same, spending time in my studying, doing projects, preparation for exams in Feb. Very routine kind of lifestyle...sighz. Go out chilling with friends..Coffee Bean..My favourite hangout, otherwise KTVs at Katong S.C. Please do not think its LSB hor..Haha. Last time, not really keen to KTV, but then I guess Singapore is such a tiny island, there's no much activities in the night to do. Sorry I do not club! Can never figure out why people like clubbing so much..No offence to any friends.

    As usual, 1st Jan..I'll always msg a particular person, my poly classmate, JieMin to wish her Happy Birthday. Its really been part of my habit...dunno why.(laughs to myself) Maybe it marks the beginning of a year, so I find it exceptionally to remember her birthday too.. Did I tell you guys..I have a fanastic memory in numbers, figures..(self boasting, haha) I like to remember friends' birthday, first dates, breakup dates, memorable days...etc.

    Weirdo..by right if a person who is good in numbers, figures, should be doing accounting hor? I dun really like that..dunno why also..Guess talent is never put into good use...haahaa kidding lar. Maybe next time, I'll consider becoming a Maths teacher..provided I can't find job in the PR industry. (slap mouth!! CHOY!)

    I found back my resolution I made for 2005...
    1)To continue my dream of travelling around the world.Next destination?Taiwan if nothing goes wrong.hehe

    2)To start preparing myself for IPPT.Must have the determination!!Aiming for my 400 bucks(desperate for $..bo bian..I poor)

    3)My studies.Must work harder for Distinctions.Have been slack for the 1st semester..but now,I back on track,energised,ready to put in more efforts.

    4)Stay in contact with my friends.I think I have neglected the whole bunch of them out there.I only had 3 gatherings with my sec sch friends, 2 gatherings with my polyclassmates..and countless gatherings with these 2 groups of friends from poly and army.Tonite at exactly 12..1 of my friends is celebrating its bdae,gonna wish her..hehe

    5)Get a job!!!!!!!This is a must..otherwise,I gonna eat mud and grass liao.And to save $..


    February

    It's joyful Chinese New Year period..and the stressful exams period. Oh what a torture!! That means YOU wouldn't be able to enjoy the festive season leh..

    Happy part...was meeting up with my poly classmates at Eric's house, Geryl, Marilyn, Noinoi, Benny and his gf (pardon me..dunno hw to spell), junyan, songhai, jiemin. We had our fun, gambling Blackjack (erm..actually only I had the fun, cos they all lose their money to me..that's like close to $200, with my triple 7 =P). Sorry brothers/sisters..we shall play again this year..and hope u guys will be able to win back. (not so easy!! haaha) Winnings are secondary...what's most important..is I cherish this gathering with them. Everyone have been busy with their work the whole year..we had hardly have a big gathering, meet ups. And that was the first time I got to know Benny's gf. So glad that he found his love.. =)

    Next was my army buddy, Eddy. Celebrated his birthday together with Zhenhui. Been very close friends since the later part of our army dazes..Often been described as "The Trio", cos we always go out together for pool sessions..countless of them. (I'm the weaker link..can never defeat them! URgh.) Interesting part is the 3 of us belongs to the Air/wind element, Eddy is Aquarius, Zhenhui is Libra, Me the Gemini...hahaa..no wonder we clicked together so easily..*Friendship Forever!*

    Exams was not that terrible after all...got 2 distinctions for my 2 papers..accounting and pr. opps...see lar..i can score for my accounting one...(still pondering why i nv choose a accounting course..haha).

    March - May

    Nothing that I can remember of...School starts..stressful period again..took four modules..heavy for me..But the thought of going to complete my studies soon...thrills me. Got to know more new friends from the school, like Jason, Elise, Amelia and some others..

    Memories failing me..I'm getting old..Or should I say there aren't any memorable things to blog down..? Maybe it still the usual routine life..I used to have...UrGh..

    Yesh..got some flashbacks...Celebrated Corrine Birthday at the chalet, together with my close secondary friends. (Hmm...we were close during Sec 1/2..but later separated into different clases because of different streams. Got to get back together, the five of us, Lijun, Lingjia, Christopher, Johnny and me...during the last one year plus..)

    June

    The month of my birthday..
    Quite happy to celebrate my birthday with 3 groups of friends:
    GP1..with my poly friends, Guanjie, Noinoi, Geryl, Marilyn..Gave me a sling bag. THanks to Alex, Pearlyn, Alvin, Wensi and Jessica too. Luv u all...
    GP2..with my sec friends, Corrine, Johnny, Lijun, Yixian, Edwin, Lingjia, Christopher..Gave me a sling bag too...Hahaha..Thanks Thanks..Luv u all too..
    GP3..yesh my army buddies..Eddy, Zhenhui and Peter?(aka junren)..Had Sushi..really great..luv u guys too..(I guess I'm too generous with my luvs...*giggles*)

    Gosh..2 sling bags..what to do? Their explaination is that I'm a student..so therefore I need a school bag. NO complaints hor...I like them very much. SO next year..I'm not a student already...gonna start working...(*hint hint*)

    Something memorable yet..not so..I also dunno what it means..Went into a relationship..(opps..its suppose to be 'underground'..Never mention to anyone..except my best friend), things work out quite fine in the first place...but then somehow, things don't turn out the way that I wanted..Feel that I'm be used..URGH. Very bad memory to me..nevertheless, I will learnt from my mistakes...Can't help it..Cried to me..but my feeling had died..Still we can be friends if you regard me as one..Thats what I believe..relationship over (1 month..haix)..I still want you as a friend, not an enemy or passerby in my life. Cos, you have stepped into my life..Anyway, hope you will find someone who loves you more than I do..Accept the way that you are.

    This month..I almost went broke...lent out $600 to 2 friends (names will not be mentioned)..but so far..I only collected $100 back. End of year already..6 mths le..where's my $500??!! Sighz..so much for trusting my friends...Hope they will return the amount soon..

    SkyRed says..."HEY GUYS/GALS..STILL CAN TAHAN READING MY BLOG A NOT???QUITE LONG LE..GO REST UR EYES..STILL GOT ALOT TO CONTINUE LEH..NOW ONLY HALF-TIME..LOOKING FORWARD?NAH..HAAAHAAA"

    To be continued...SkyRed is tired typing so much things in a day..
    -braincells overused..
    -fingers aching..
    -back cant straighten..
    -straining eyesight...
    GOSH...I'm OLD...

    July

    This month..BIG EVENT..First Reservist leh..for 1 week, a low key one. All our army buddies thought that it will be a easy, simple chalet for us..NO! it was hellweek MAN..Damn the commanders..for such hectic schedules planned for us.

    One day route march(3-5km), followed by IPPT the next morning...then set off for a one day/one night outfield...consider all these activities actually took alot of our physical and mental strengths away..

    Of course, we do have our happy times!!! Great to know one more new friend who joined our platoon, Shunyi. Tall, tanned...bespectacled guy..with remarkable physical strength. He got Gold for IPPT, timing was like 8+ minutes...Gosh..haahaa.

    For 2 days we drink alot of beers, and liquor, played some card games where loser got to drink the amount we poured. Top of the list, we have Soon siang, Eddy, Lao Heng, Yong bin, Junren..Really fun!! Soon we all will meet again this June, for 2 weeks. This time, we gonna rock the bunks again!

    August - November

    No memories again...Can't remember what I did, where I went, everything seems so unclear..Friends (Alvin, Pearlyn, Noinoi and Guanjie) went to Taiwan for holiday...Got a leather bracelet from Guanjie..Thanks!! It was a matching piece to the leather strap watch that I got..HEHE.

    Mummy, Daddy went to U.S for a 11 day holiday with relatives. So glad they really enjoy themselves over there. During those days, got to do house keeping lor, wash clothes, cook simple meals, boil water, sweep floor etc...They bought back lots of stuffs home...haahaa. Mum still need to buy another extra luggage to put those stuffs..CMI..Anyway, main point is..I am useless...You see, I was not able to afford to give my parents a trip to overseas, they forked out the money themselves. How I wished I can earn lots of money, give them a comfortable life, bring them to places they like to go(Mummy wants to go Korea..), bring mummy to shopping. Will there be such a chance? Sighz..Hopefully my brother will be able to do that soon, make them happy.

    Nevermind, guess I got some complaints from friends that this entry is too long..haahaa. Paiseh Paiseh..I'll just end here..December is a month where too many things happened..=(

    December

    Happy events like Charmaine's Wedding on the 4th at The Legend at Fort Canning. Finally, she is married to Edric. I suppose within our poly class, she is the second to get married, other than Yvvone. Wedding dinner was stylish, very informal type..Cracky, relax mood..Food was alright only, I'm not choosy about foods. Thought I saw Kenji, an IRC friend, maybe not...msged him, but never reply..hmm..maybe he changed hp number. Anyway, will be looking forward to Geryl's one...unless there are friends who are anxious to get married before him..WAH..who knows?haaahaaa

    Yesh, I was dating again..(as usual, 'underground type'). Gave ourselves a chance to try out whether this whole thing will work a not, not too bad...We celebrated pre-pre Xmas together, exchanged presents, prepared a lovely sandwich, with my name on it..Everything was too sweet...meet on the 29th..for movie 'Narnia', we'll like still discussing how to celebrate Valentines' till...31st..Dunno what went wrong..Called me in the morning to say that we should break off..Reasons: cant forget ex, I'm just too nice and caring...I don't know how true that is..but I just accepted it, since we are just dating...Really glad to know that we can still be friends, and hopefully, if time permits...will I be able to return to your side??

    Irony...I thought that in 2006, we can be together..haahaa (fake laughs, sorry)..everything came crashing down on me on that day..No moods for any countdowns..Life goes on, meet my PR project group for discussions, meet Alvin, Pearlyn, Guanjie, Noinoi they all in the evening. All the while, trying to hold back any tears from flowing..Though no one knows what happen that day except One close friend, I'm just glad that there are friends just beside me..Luv u guys. Thanks for being with me on the last day of 2005.

    That's All Folks!!

    Resolutions for 2005 wasn't met.. No overseas trip. No Job. No Ippt Gold/Silver..in fact I failed!Studies still okok.Met up with friends, still minimal. Should I continue making resolutions for 2006?

    2006...A New Year

    Finally, started writing my blogs again..

    For the past 2 years, I tried to write my blogs at blogspot and xanga, but never successfully continue to write them, reasons being..I'm not able to pen down all my feelings in it. Hopefully, this time round, I will be more determined to write down whatever thoughts I had, in here. Of course, stop being lazy to update my blog MAN! Otherwise, it serves no purpose again.

    This blog was supposed to be set up on the 31st December of 2005, too bad..I wasn't feeling any good during the past two days, so decided to delay it till today. Just hope that there will be some friends (*I wouldn't wish for all my friends to read this blog..really*) who will read this blog, and able to understand me better...

    Just like the blog title, "Resurrection of the complicated mind", this blogger's mind is just too complicated for anyone else (his best friends, close friends, good friends, army buddies etc.) to really handle..His mood swings, hot and cold personalities, mysterious backgrounds...are just some of the few areas where no one can understand. "Shitty" Is all I can say..HaHaHa

    Anyway, I made the first move (part of my 2006 resolutions). So hopefully, there will be some comments from my friends coming in...I'm looking forward to them..really. More entries will be done today..so keep a lookout for them. =)

    HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRIENDS !!!
    2006 will be a better year for everyone..
    All the best to those studying...get Distinctions
    All the best to those working....get promotions, increase salary
    All the best to those in relationships...stay blissful, and get married
    And please do take care of Health...

    Feelings - Stoned
    Music - Li Sheng Jie : Ni Zou Le
    Lyrics
    还在寻找 曾经每次你对我的好
    还在祈祷 最爱的你回到我怀抱
    听不到 你不知道我有多难熬
    没有预兆 其实我想你一分一秒
    守着你的誓言风在笑
    抱着你的回忆泪在掉
    爱过的每一秒
    都是煎熬 难道你真的忍心忘就忘掉
    守着你的誓言风在笑
    抱着你的回忆泪在掉
    舍不得 你走掉 你走了