Friday, May 26, 2006

Hmm..I don't like people to say "sorry" to me for no reasons..
But if people really offended me..I will need an apology from them.

So whatever the case is...I'm in good mood..even though you said you've been nasty to me..But don't be too nasty to me too often..

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Don't understand...

You said..we shouldn't keep things from each other..
But when you got problems, you kept them to yourself..
Now what I see, is another mirror image of myself..

thanks for all the concerns...

A Big Thanks..to those who are concerned about my current situation..(as what I have written in the past few entries) They tried to help me to solve my problems, offer me advices, even willing to come to my house to help me fix my computer.(I haven't say yes to any of them yet, cos I don't want to trouble them)

And of course, I need to apologise to one of my friend (which I already did..yesterday night) He called me on the night, when I was totally vexed out on my computer...Bad timing..He received my 60% of my flares (serious case, especially to those who know of my 100%)..which I know he shouldn't deserve it. Sorry. Of all platoon mates..Why you call me?? Aiyo! He yesterday night..sms me..what wrong's with me..the other night..so i just told him the whole story lor...

Thanks to the following persons: Ed,PT,Zh,Hj,Wl,Sk,

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Duhz..

yesterday..my comp worked for 10 mins..in safe mode...before it hangs again..and died on me..No matter how many times I restarted, nothing appear on the monitor screen..

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Boring days

Without my msn...I guess I will be disappearing from the Net a few days..till my comp is repaired. I wonder if anyone will take the initiative to contact me..while I'm missing from the msn. Will u??

Since no msn...I guess everyday..I can sleep early..unless ppl sms me lar..

Moi comp died..

Yesterday, i switched on my computer..it was working fine..can go msn..surf net..After that, i logged off..and went for my dinner. Came the bad news when my brother says he surf web..and it hanged..So have to reboot lar..

There was nothing on the screen..but still can hear the CPU running. So i switched off and on the computer..This time the monitor show some error lar..what didn't shut off properly..want to switch to safe mode..normal mode..blah blah..After that..it blackout again. Then my 'Power ON' light on my CPU went off..But i still can hear my CPU running...Weird..So frustrated..Cos I need to rush a report..all my files are in the COM!! No backups..

Got some IT advices from two friends..but didn't help much.

Feeling so down and helpless..i sms 2 persons to talk to..Haix..Dunno what to do also..

Fall asleep holding on to my handphone..=(

Morning..Tried my last luck..not successful again. This time round, it shows an error that say that one of my files is missing or corrupt:
\system32\ntoskrnl.exe

????

I need a laptop!!! just for 1-2 weeks...Anyone kind enough to lend it to me? Pleaseeeeee

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Weekend Class

Finally...no more schooling for me! This Saturday and Sunday, I just finished my intensive classes for my Media Planning module. And it marks the end of my university schooling days..3 more weeks..I will be sitting for my paper..and then offically graduated. (Okie..Let's pray that nothing goes wrong.Hehe.Jeffy is good in studies one hor *BHB*..SO should be no problem for him to pass.)

So tired..After class, I had a last minute meeting with my colleague..on a SUNDAY! Haix. Then I remembered that I need to help Boss to find a reference book..so went to National Library to get the book.

Tried to ask some people out..but then..not successful. To me, travelling distance is not important. So from National Library, I walked aimlessly down the street, pass a few bus stops..before deciding to take a train at Lavender.

Past two weeks, had been listening to two songs 少了 by 2moro and 你要的不是我 by JJ. Come upon them by chances..Nice songs.

SAF

Sometimes you wonder how efficient they are??

Yesterday just receive a letter from them again..Alert amber manning..I know we got one coming up this August..But what the heck, they 'book' us for the November period too! One year 3 mobilisation..is that consider a norm? I seriously don't know. But whatever, it means that I can't suka suka take holiday during these period. SIAN.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

1 more month...

Counting down..
its only a 'month' away..
it will signify two important things..
1)exactly one month later, i'm older by one year
2)excluding all weekends, a total of 31 weekdays (one month)..I'm free from my WORK!That will be the end of my work in E....... I want to quit. I think I should look for a 9-5 job, be a corporate communications executive. That way, I can spend more time in the evening..I don't mind working at the west side..


YEAH!

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Aww..

Somehow I got a feeling that a similar situation will take place again..

It happened about 8 months ago..

It's the same old feeling..a feeling of coldness and emptiness..

I need warmth..I know Summer is coming..but that's not what I want..

Busy day..

Had 3 meetings within a day.

10am - 11am..at Freemasons' Hall..Was taken on a tour around the place..Went into some rooms..that were never opened to the public. They have this room/hall for meeting...looks so grand..too bad i didn't take the picture of it.

2pm - 5pm..recce along pasir panjang road. Know where is the last pillbox is standing; which primary school SM Goh studied; the house that look like a ship etc..

6pm - 7.30pm..at race course road..the association quite concerned about expenses problem...hmm...hope they will still participate..

Internal meeting..8pm - 9pm..

Because of this tight schedule..i'm suppose to meet a financial planner at 8.30pm at SingPost..but have to push to another date. Otherwise, it will be really a busy day for me.

Friday, May 12, 2006

Voodoo Doll


Finally manage to get hold of my bro's camera to take the picture of the vooodoo doll that my bro bought for me...

Its a Ninja...Ninja!

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Many 'love-bites'

Yesterday..went recce with Boss, and few other people to Labrador Park. It was a nice trip..basically because I had never in my life went to there before..Learnt more about the nature aspect of Labrador Park from this nature lover, Joseph. Quite interesting. Hehe

Anyway..back to the topic title..love-bites. it's not what you guys think lah..they are bites from the damn mosquitoes..Can you imagine? five people walking together..and i'm the only person being attacked!! In all, when i reached back to the office, i made a count..and there were about 37 of them..20+ on my left arm..10+ on my right..

Yaya..after 2 years of civilian life, this is the first time kena so many mosquitoes bites leh...Army training times, we can get up to 100 bites..on our face, hands, body, legs..and backside..Hahhaa.

These are some pictures I took at the Park...








Thanks for consoling me..that night..when I suddenly do not know whom I should pour my feelings to..Thank you so much.

I'll remember your words,
"...More importantly is how you going to live through it."

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Really no mood to carry on working in the company..

Feels like quitting..But then, decided not to..

I need to be responsible! Things are all piling up and I can't hand them over to anyone. I'm just having headaches everyday..

The only source to keep me moving is ..


Anyway! This is the 100th post I written since I started blogging. =P

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Just another pleasant day for me..=)
So happy..

Polling Results

After watching the telecast for close to 4 hours..

All results for the constituencies are finalised.

As what I hoped to see..interesting results appeared in the four constituencies. Some of them are expected..

Hougang: Workers' Party won again! Low Thia Kang wins by a bigger margin with 62.74% of the votes against PAP. Again, comparing to the previous election in 2001, the percentage increased greatly by about 8% from 54.98%.

Potong Pasir: Chiam See Tong of Singapore Democratic Alliance (SDA) retained his seat, winning 55.84% of the votes, a close margin to the PAP. However, compared to the previous election in 2001, the percentage was up by a 3% from 52.43%.

Aljunied: Though Workers' Party didn't manage to win. But it was a great fight! 43.92% against 56.08%. Work harder for the next five years, and they might get their desired results.

Ang Mo Kio: The "Daring Team" against the "PM Team". Considering how young the candidates, Workers' Party has sent, and they managed to clinch 33% of the votes. It was a good one, I think! A test of his popularity..Huh..when he did mention that he will be likely to gain 80% votes in his constituency. (*roll eyes*)

Other constituencies do not have much to say about, because they are lead by Ministers who are very influential, and the Opposition parties do not have good candidates to fight against them.

Overall, PAP won 82 out of 84 seats in the Parliament. And achieved a 66.6% of all valid votes from the people. 666...Sounds familiar? Do you know what it symbolise? I'm not going to say much..Otherwise in the morning some police officers might knock on my door.. Really, it does sounds so eerie to me..so coincidence..(*shiverz*)

From 75% in 2001..they dropped to 66.6%..this result definitely mean something for them to ponder about. And Workers' Party achieved from 2% in 2001 to 16%, this result really give them more encouragements to strive and work harder for Singaporeans. SDA has an increase of 1% from 12% in 2001. Not bad.

Anyone notice something? Media are practicing self-censorship. No interviews or much coverages were done on the Opposition parties. During the 'prime time' (10pm - 1am), most coverages were for the PAP..Only after the whole results were released, now..1.40am then I began to see interviews of Opposition parties. Mind you..these interviews were actually done during the midst of announcing the results! And the Media decided to broadcast it at this TIME, when there are less viewers, and most supporters at the Yio Chu Kang Stadium had left..

Everything is over? No. This is just the beginning. We shall see what will happen within the next 5 years. Please prove your ability to do what you guys promise to Singaporeans.

Too bad, I will not get to vote unless I move away from my district. And to those people who keep requesting for lift upgrading..at every storey. I think my block shall deserve it too! Though its only four storey high, but as the people living in this block get older, like my parents...are they going to keep climbing up and down the stairs? SIghz.

The night is still young..and nobody talks to me today. Abit sad.

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Polling Day Today

I hope to see interesting results at some particular constituencies:

Aljunied
Ang Mo Kio
Hougang
Potong Pasir

Friday, May 05, 2006

寂寞。。空虚。。无奈。。

寂寞。。空虚。。无奈。。
我只能用这六个字来形容我的心情

我是无名小卒
像抛弃的婴儿
没人理没人管
谁会在乎我呢

过去这几天里
不知道为什么
反复想了又想
想不通没结果

常有个坏习惯
却无法改掉它
我试过努力过
它总缠绕着我

一直告诉自己
别太感情用事
一切顺其自然
我就是办不到

是感觉不对了
还是渐渐疏远
话题越来越少
我有一点难受

徘徊在这扇门
兜了好几个圈
又回到了起点
开始觉得累了

我追求的答案
到底要等多久
会有那么一天
我想听三个字



叹气 我曾对自己说过。。别在为一事情而伤了脑筋。。
到头来。。还是过不了自己那一关。。
这是我的宿命吧。。
无论如何,我都会珍惜这所有的一切。。

不写了。。好麻烦。。华语好烂。。再见。

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Empty feeling..

Don't know why..

Low morale..

Today's just not a day for me to work..

Not doing any constructive work since the whole morning, except making calls and calls..

Maybe I'm just bothered by some particular things during the past few days. Hopefully, things will turn out fine for me. No rush. I guess that's the best way. My way of doing things isn't right. (let out a loud sighz..)

(Blogging in office)

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Secrets..

How many secrets do each of you have?
Are you going to disclose any of your secrets to anyone?
Or are you going to bury them together with you, when you die?

I'm always holding this particular secret to myself and myself only. Come to think of it, one person knows of it lah..But it doesn't matter, I believe he will keep it to himself too.

And also used to hold a secret that belongs to another person too..but then, its now no longer a secret already. Not that I leaked the secret out. Any secret kept with me is safe, unless the person wants to tell other people about it.

I think I'll just keep my secret till the day I die. Or perhaps, just write it down on a will, or letter...Hmmm...

The Day before Public Holiday

Went out with my friends, Zhenhui and Shaowei, to see anime figurines..Haahaa..Got their PP..and decided to spend some $ on those anime figurines. I think they are quite nice, but then I don't have the hobby of collecting, and there are no space for me to put in my room. Sat at the Coffee Bean, waiting for another friend, Eddy to come..while Shaowei has to leave to accompany his girlfriend to this Wine Company near the Botanic Garden.

After that went to have a game of pools..My skills still damn lousy..Haix. Anyway met another of our friend, Junren (one of our pool kakis) at the pool, he was playing with his group of friends. Saw someone familiar within Junren's group of friends...Just couldn't remember where I had seen this person. So while I was 'literally scratching' my head, this person suddenly came over, and asked me, "Are you Jeffrey?"..He said that he found me familiar too..but just couldn't remember where he saw me too. So while we were figuring out, he mentioned that he was from Taurus, Haahaa That's my Platoon in BMT...And he was in the same platoon as me, but he was in Section 4 and me in Section 1. He remembered that I had helped him in SOC during those days. LOLx..No wonder..Anyway, Just glad that I make another 'new' friend, whom I had forgotten. You know lah, BMT days are short, the most you can remember are your own section mates..

After pool, went for supper with Zhenhui and Eddy lah..As Usual, the 3 of us just can crap anything under the 'moon'. Haahaa..Bleah!

1st May

Though it was only a two hour meeting..
I think it was a time that was well-spent..
Short..But sweet..I enjoyed it..

Dinner at Sakae..Ate 3 plates of salmons (that's like 16 pieces altogether) and other stuffs..

Shopping at Muji..It was FUN! Hehe..You look nice in anything.

Hope more meetings to come..