"Everyone deserves a chance to be happy..

You and Me.."

e One at KTV (20th Feb)

Shall let the pictures do the talking...

Group of poly classmates having KTV session at Parkway KBox..

Preparing for 'yusheng'...

"WE ARE DONE!! LET'S GET READY!!"

'LO HEI !!!'

The aftermath of every 'lo hei' - messy table

We had our gambling session..Only managed to win $2...Hahaha..

e One - Little Chicky..

e One at St. James..

After many years of non-clubbing activities...
19 Feb..Went to St James PowerHouse for the first time...

The design was awesome! Music was okie..Very crowded!
Started queueing at around 11pm...and only managed to get in at 1.30am..

Great to unwind myself...releasing all my troubles...
Left the Club at 4.00am..Went to have supper and waited for the first bus back home. Reach home at around 7.00am.

And on the way out of the Club..someone was calling out my name!!! Looked back and found someone familar...Yesh it was Wensi!!!! Hahaha..Kinda of surprise..

e One solving the complicated problem...

last entry..about the complicated problem..
spent some precious time of mine to help my friend..got some latest updates from my friend.

D and E are together..
but C isn't feeling really sad about it..why?
1) mentally prepared about the situation
2) support from D's group of friends who ask C to give up

Will C give up? Most probably...but there might be some lingering for D..

Should C go back to A? or find B?

Or will there be a F out there...for C ?

Complicated Complicated...

Got a complicated problem from a friend..apparently..it concerns about relationships...

C used to like A (perhaps a crush), but upon knowing another person, D..
C begins to like D...
C and D get along very well as close friends..
D never express any feelings for C..but there were some misleadings that there is a possibility that D might have some feelings for C..
But perhaps D likes another person, E...
And recently, another person, B might have some feelings for C...

A could have liked C..and if both expressed their feelings earlier...they might be together..But all this is fate...If it isn't yours..it will not belong to you..

D is rumoured to like A before...but things didn't work out between them..

C and D seems more further distanced apart...due to E (common friend of C and D). Despite E's intrusion, C still like D.

And finally, B who has been treating C well..

These five people...such a complicated relationship...that I can't even help my friend a single bit.. I only told my friend to go by the heart..

Anyone else can help or give some comments?

e One celebrating Chinese New Year

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!!

WISH ALL A PROSPEROUS YEAR AHEAD.

e One with the necklace..

Just got this 'bling bling' necklace from a long-time friend..sort of belated (V's) gift..
Initially, the two items (black crown and the letter 'J') were from two different necklaces..

This friend only bought the black necklace (a black crown with a bling bling cross)...and chanced upon the other necklace with letter 'J'..Decided to buy both.

And later, this thoughtful friend, knowing that I'm not really a Christian (it doesn't matter)..replaced it with the 'J' to the black crown.

Why black crown..you might ask? In the market, usually the crowns are in 'bling bling'...you wouldn't get to see a black one..friend felt it was special and unique...

So..this CNY period...I'll be wearing it..Hope it gives me good luck! I want to draw triple Sevens again! (Geryl and Gang...Watch Out!)

e One clearing debts..

it's the time of the year...
when you have to clear your old debts..before the Chinese New Year..so it will represent a new beginning

So today, SMS-ed 3 persons, asked their bank accounts..and credited a total of $60 into 3 different accounts...i don't remember i owe any other people $$...so i think i have cleared my debts for this year..Even if i do, i think they couldn't remember too..

but i do remember there are people out there who owe me $. 2 people who owe me since last year...

besides $...i guess i owe 'debts' to..
a) my parents..i will never be able to repay them this life..
b) those who consoled me when i'm in the darkest and lowest point of my life this year.
c) those who helped me in some other ways in my life this year..
d) some people because of karmas..
e) friends who give me small treats or give little gifts to me this year..

3 MORE DAYS to CNY! Yet I only had my 'head' and 'lower body' done..(i mean shoppings, cut hair, and facial) 'Upper body'.....duhz..

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day!

Don't be mistaken..This is not a Valentine's gift from anyone or to anyone out there.
'Lim Bei' - Still Single & Available..
Sooo...Fuck Valentine's Day!!!
And let's celebrate Friendship Day for the SINGLES!!!!!
But I still welcome dates..Give me a call before 6pm if you read this post..and wants to ask me out. *silly grinz*

e One at wedding dinner..

A late entry..

Because it was my close friend, Lijun's wedding dinner on 4th February..i forgoed my opportunity to go to the Project Superstar Final (not really..i planned to sell it...but gave it to my friend).

Together with a few friends, we were invited to attend their Chinese ceremony in the early morning..Point to note..we were neither the 'Sisters' nor the 'Brothers' Group, so it was quite special. and when i mentioned that to a few friends..they found it quite amusing...

Woke up at 5.30am..Reach the Bride's place at 7.00am..Lolx..Bride and her family still in their pyjamas..Damn funny to see such scene...Was told that the bride didn't even want to wake up..What a lazy bum..Haha.

8.30am - "You better give us S$888.88 or we'll not open the door."

The bridegroom went through a series of tests..."Guessing the bride's lipstick", "Singing her favourite song", "Pole-dancing with hula-hula skirts", "Eating bread with tuna/wasabi, Drinking Stout". After much fun..the amount settled was "S$x88.00"...

"Finally, i can get to see my wife..." *shag*

"Hurray!! i'm taking her away!! Byebye dad and mum.."
Away to Bridegroom's place in this Jaguar #9909...

The newly-weds together Brothers and Sisters..

So..the whole Chinese ceremony ended around 1.30pm...abit tiring..Reached home..took some time to surf the net, and an hour nap..before it's time for me to get prepared again for the night's dinner. Was instructed to be at the Chervons earlier at 6.30pm...to help out.

The close friends of the Bride
(Notice the exceptionally good-looking guy in the picture? *blush*)

Red Sky at the Night - The concoction drink made with orange, coke, red wine, stout, tiger beer

Slipping the drink away...

Drank to the last drop..

A group photo of all of us!

P/S: Chervons..Service was bad..Only the foods were considered okie, especially the sharkfins, the noodles and 'orr nee'. Big serving of sharkfins..in chunk! :P

e One with the mysterious pill

The mysterious purple pill...

2 pills a day..keeps you more stronger!

e One to downgrade a not?

i guess some of my friends have probably known of my medical condition.

one thing, my guys/army friends are most concern is: DOWNGRADE. They asked me to go downgrade. given my present condition, i might be able to downgrade..but what if after 2 years, i am fine..the MO might upgrade my pes status...and i'm liable for reservist again..and worst of all..i will not belong to my unit anymore..that's shitty!

honestly speaking, i really don't like the idea of downgrading..or said excuse myself from my platoon...perhaps i miss the days of army fun...the driving of my jeepy...the respectable jungle hat...and everyone.

even if i downgrade..there is a possibility that i might still go for reservist..but only fit for light duties. Haha..

like what Weiliang said..the next 2 ICTs are low-key ones..so most probably will not be taxing on me..

Conclusion??? No idea yet..

e One to CGH

Morning everyone!! In about an hour's time..i'll be at the doctor's..

Will keep you guys updated..good or bad news..i guess it doesn't really matter much.

Updated at 11.40pm

Sorry friends..I don't think anyone of you will like to read this blog or hear this from me at this moment..I'm sorry to disappoint all the well wishes, you have blessed me..It sounds like a bad news to me afterall..when the doctor told me that the chances of having a third attack is as high as 70%..and more importantly...i need to be on medication for about 2 years, which is to minimize the chances of such attack.

Well, actually i'm prepared for such an answer. why? Because, during the first seizure, doctor already said the chances of having 2nd one is about 30% and after a 2nd one..the chances of having a 3rd one will be about 60%...and medication is needed for 2 years after the 2nd one. So more or less...i already know my fate is sealed. Things wouldn't be this bad if there wasn't a 2nd attack..But what has already happened had happened..History wouldn't change.

The truth is still hard to accept. Decided to SMS 4 friends ('Hippo', 'Black Orchid', 'Tatty Bear', 'Di Nu Hua'). Despite knowing that it was just a minor illness, i was telling them, i was feeling down knowing my own condition..They gave me words of encouragements..Thank you! This is an obstacle in my life..and I will need to overcome it!

So what else did the doctor say? No swimming unless with companions (ok. suntan will do. though 'dry swimming' will need 3 more companions)..No driving (i can't learn driving this 2 years?)..No alcohol drinks (boo!! 2 years no alcohol?). And most importantly - Rest more. If no seizure within 2 years..medication will not be needed after the time period.

Medication: 2 pills per day (day and night). Equals to 1460 pills in 2 years. Guess how much a pill cost? 10 cents! So the medicine costs me $146 for 2 years..Dirt Cheap! But the number of consultations i need to go...Cost = *Priceless*

To make matter worse..my parents want me to continue seeing the Chinese Sinseh. Gosh! So today, made a trip down. Told me to AVOID deep fried foods and cold drinks. Medicines were given (picture provided).

So...Now..In one day, I might have to swallow around 14 pills (western + chinese medicnes)...I might not die of seizure...But could i die of overdose of pills? or will i get high from such pills? i'm like a 'drug addict'...

P/S: Some 'people' has actually forgotten about my appointment.

My medicines!!

Erm..instead of 14...it now looks like 9 tablets of chinese medicine and 1 pill of western medicine. So..I'm taking 20 pills a day! WOW!

e One with pineapple tarts..

these few days...whenever i saw Pearlyn on MSN..will always try to ask her to bake pineapple tarts for me..since she nowadays...busy trying to bake her corn flake cookies...in the end, she still can't make time for my pineapple tarts!!! Of course, she succeeded in baking her cookies then.

unexpectedly..today..while watching Channel 8 - 8.30pm programme..it was showing the family baking pineapple tarts..and coincidentally at the same time..a friend called me..saying that he wants to pass me something - PINEAPPLE TARTS to me. WOW!

sounds so blissful hor..like fairytales..hahaha..but the person is a guy lah..*feels so weird*

and i got this 'Get Well' Card from him..wishing me lucks for tomorrow's medical appointment..

A million thanks to you! (i know you are reading my blog... >.<)

the pineapple tarts..

P.S: I had secretly taken one bite of those (opps!)..and it is really yummy..the pineapple fillings are soft and tender ? Will have to restrict my family from stealing my yummy goodies.. Hahaha

e One with medical appointment

tomorrow is friday...
the day i've been waiting for...
whether am i going to be declared a 'sick patient' by the doctor...
it's not really important..not as if i going to have terminal or serious illness..
seizure..wouldn't kill me...but it restricts my freedom...
that's the worst thing that can ever happen to me...

and i wondered..if 'any special person' remembers...
at least a message...will brighten the day.

but i know some friends had wished me well, and stay healthy..
and i'll thank them for their concerns to me..

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e One just a sidekick

i'm just a sidekick..call me when you are free..

Being by you is already good enough for me. All I'm going to do, is to stay hidden among the shadows and making sure that your days are filled with nothing but happiness. I'll be here to listen to you whine and be gone when you're done.

I'll keep you close whenever you're lost and be away when you want freedom once again. Because if this makes you happy, then I am...I must. But here, standing beside you and watching you grin that awful grin, I'm already contended.

If I had to say again (19 Dec 06).. "And if this makes me the foolishest, silliest, dumbest, stupidest, most idiotic man on earth, then I don't mind being one, ever."

So...I'm giving away my PSS2 tickets..

Decided not to sell them at auctions, instead give them to my good friend, Hongjun who at first insisted on buying them from me...But later, we decided that he shall just give me a simple treat will do. At least, I feel that giving the tickets to him, he can surprise his girlfriend and make her happy.

I prefer it this way. Hope they will enjoy the concert.