Last day of work

30 June 2006 marks the official last day of work for me in the company. Since early March till June, I've worked for 4 months..It wasn't a long period..but then considered that this is an internship (which only required 20 working days actually). I had spent more than the necessary requirement, to work in this company, gaining working experience.

Nonetheless, I wasn't very much involved in the PR work, but I am definitely exposed to how the media works, and other things that we can't learn from the classes or textbooks. Event management skills were part of my core area; starting from scratch, contacting the different associations and societies, to planning of programmes, and now I'm just waiting for the actual day.

A big thanks to all my colleagues for their guidances during my intership! We share good times, bad times together, gossiped about everything...Not to forget about my Boss, his screamings wake me up every now and then...and there are alot of things to learn from him. Sadly I wouldn't have the chance anymore. Will I one day...miss his scoldings?

Someone asked me whether I'm happy or sad at my last day of work. Mixed feelings of both. Abit nostalgic. Still remember that I was so looking forward to the end of June, counting down everyday. But as the 'Final Day' approaches, I wished the time will pass slowly..or perhaps stop. There's a Chinese saying "tian xia mei you bu san de yan xi", I guess we all have to part one day, but being friends, hopefully we do stay in contact.

The day ended with lots of work to be rushed and handing over my work to my colleague..

Went to have dinner with my colleagues at Far East..Dinner wasn't pleasing..Because the service is bad. And went to Coffee Bean to chill out..Though it was an ordinary day spent, but the feeling is different.

It's already 2.15am..just updated this entry and another previous entry, "Bonding the ......"

Everything will be different starting next Monday...Remember? I'm got 2 tasks to be done...

Lousy Morning

What a day to start off...

1)Was browsing some webpage...and found 2 mysterious alphabets in the midst of the paragraph..Sighz. "Do you still want to hang your that 10-15% hopes? Jeff??" I'm just upset. That's all.

2)On the way down my stairs..AGAIN!! I saw this needles, syringes and blood on the second floor. Some addicts are doing fishy stuff at my block! This is the second time. The first time was more horrify! Besides the needles, etc.. there are two bloody handprints on the WALL! What the FUCK! The security around my neighbourhood is not getting good.

3)On the way to the bus stop, saw this malay couple..the guy in mid 40s..the girl in mid 20s, having a heated argument. Everyone was looking at them. Don't know what they arguing about..But apparently, the gal was trying to snatch the luggage from the guy. It was only when one malay auntie, says something about calling the Police..the couple went off. While on the bus, I saw the couple on the roadside again..quarrelling. It's so disturbing.

4)Someone 'taichi' his work to me. I want to spend the remaining two days peacefully in the office! Can I??!!!

I wondered what else..will happen in the office...

5)Finally the laptop has to go tonight..So I wouldn't be online in the night as often as last time. Brother will be using the new lappy..Hmm..Sighz - 11.00am

6)One Chinese Association decided to back out from the Event! How?!!! Argh. Now I'm really feeling very lousy..- 12.00pm

Will there be more to come? God, Fate, Luck..Want to play punk with me? Go ahead..My soul is tired but I can still take more shocks.

7)Not exactly something unpleasant..I had my fishball noodle, using the chopsticks in the reverse way -_-! hahahahahaa~

PSA 40th Floor

Yesterday went to a trip to PSA 40th Floor, for my work. Mind you, the 40th Floor is not open to the public, will be making an exceptional case next month - July on the 23th 9.00am. Hehe

The 40th Floor allows you to have a great view of the whole of Singapore including the Southern Islands...the East, the West and the Central Business District of Singapore.

Here are some photographs that I have taken...

Dun cha wish that...

...every morning there will be an sms on your phone? =)

Woke up at 7am instead of my usual 7.45am due to a surprise sms.

Then my colleague sms me at around 7.30am, telling me to come to office at 11.30am, because she got a meeting in the morning, so she will not be able to open the door. Boss is also not able to make it in the morning.

Yeah, I couldn't go back to sleep. So now I'm watching Naruto episode 104..

New Intern

On monday, a new intern came to report for work..whoo it's a gal wor! She will be doing a one month internship. First day of work, she was bombarded with lots of work, HeritageFest 2006...some PR work for 2 of our clients..maybe 3. Pity her. Wondered if she can take the ultimate stress in our company. Her second day of work..was out of office the whole day, meeting four partners of HeritageFest. What a busy day for her.

My Boss conned another innocent 'sheep' again.

Erm..well, our office is already quite small. Having 5 people working in the office, it does looks like a coolie house in the olden days (be imaginative).

Anyway, this mad guy is leaving the company in 3 more days. Why mad? He's been behaving wildly in the office, talking rubbish and making all sorts of jokes to his colleagues, muttering to himself...for the past 2 days. I think he looks more like a clown or an entertainer.

Comments

Okie..I appreciate comments..positive or negative..I do welcome them. But not to the extend of some people writing lame comments on my entries..Personally, I don't think it is funny..or amusing, like this Mr Woohoo putting a comment on my two last entries. I actually rejected one of them. If you are my friend, please stop this childish game of yours. I know who you are! You have been behaving childishly lately on my msn. Don't force me to lose my temper. I warn you now. There's a limit to one's patience.

So from now on..every comments will be screened...especially from lame peoples/friends.

Short Term Memories (Updated)

Sometimes, I just wonder why people tend to have short term memories? I'm encountering more and more people who behave this way. Is it a trend now? To just remember only minor details or totally forgotten about it?

Words are cheap..you can say a whole bunch of things, but people will not take notice of them or forget or act blur. Empty Promises they keep? hahaha. To them, my words are just meaningless craps..I think.

Maybe I shall learn not to take things too seriously and give myself that little space. Whether they want to listen or take notice of it, up to them. If they had forgotten what I had said, I shall refrain from repeating my words again. Unless I think there's a need to..

I wish my mind can work in short term memories...so that my mind can be free of useless chunks of memories (Like a harddisk clearing its disk space). Too bad..this is an impossible task, this freak is too good at remembering every minor details, clearing his memories off the 'harddisk' is as tough as asking him to _______. (please fill in the blanks yourself, thanks)

Ever thought of..the only way to clear his memories..will be getting involved in car accident. How foolish can it be? I think he watched too much dramas, thinking that after a car accident, the male lead will lose all his memories, the mind will be as blank as a piece of white paper, recalling nothing of the past...How wonderful? Starting a new life afresh. hahaha. That's the perfect scenario.

Anyway..This freak is getting abit rowdy nowsaday.

Bonding the perfect love with the imperfect person

How many times, we always say we are in search for the perfect person in our lives. Everyone hopes to find the perfect person to date and love and eventually get married. All the perfect criteria..from looks, character, personality etc..is what we are looking for. We place high expectations on the Mr Right/Miss Right, hoping that he/she turns out to be your Prince Charming or Snow White. I think its just fairy tales..

I never believe in finding the perfect person..What matters most is the 10 C's that I had listed long time ago in one of my previous entry: Communication; Chemistry; 'Click'; Contented; Character; Compatibility; Cherish; Caring and Concerning; Contribution; Commitment. Thinking back, Feel Kinda silly to list such criteria out..hahaa~

Heck!! I give up! I don't know what am I writing..Been trying to write something for the past few days, but they just doesn't make sense..

But the title is a nice conclusion of what I've been trying to bring out.

"Bonding the Perfect Love with the Imperfect Person"

True Love is built on how willingly you can accept the imperfects of your other half..

It all depends on the generosity of your heart to give and take..

And you don't love the person blindly..

Curiosity kills the Cat..

Indeed, curiosity does kills the cat (aka 'xiaomao') seriously. I urge ppl not to be too curious about anything around them, because when you find out the truth or the fact (when you don't really wish things are the way they supposed to be), you will be dealt with the harsh and battered realities. Come on, I mean everyone likes to hear good news, things that are pleasant, all positive and encouraging words. That's self-deceiving.

This entry is supposed to be written yesterday night..but then, I wasn't in a good mood to pen it down. The words keep repeating in my mind..and they actually form visual pictures. Every scene seems so real. I didn't sleep much in the night, and I know I tasted 'salt water' that flows from my eyes.

Neither does that means I'm in a good mood writing it now. I just feel that's a need for me to write down my feelings, not for anyone to see, but for me to look back at it.

As a matter of fact, this post should be the sequel to the entry I made on 22 June "What a big mistake!"

Late at night, I don't know where I got this STUPID idea (yaya..stupid again..these few days, my brain and mind is soooo not working functionly properly, my eyes are 'blinded', my heartbeats tried to race at 140km/hr). I decided to browse through certain websites, typing in some 'key words' into the search engine. Amazingly, there are some results. Wouldn't it be better in the first place..if no results are shown? So that, I will be spare the agony of sleepless night, and vivid images going through my mind. Anyway, Geminian are not easily satisfied creatures, they will tend to find ways to get the desirable answers until they are exhausted.

Back to the topic, one of the results, seems like the answer that I'm looking for..it matches all the information that I had in mind..Excitedly, I clicked on the link. Looking at the whole webpage, one particular detail was not what I'm hoping to see..at that instance, a feeling of loss occupies my mind. I read every single other details. No doubt..This is the answer I NEED, but not what I WANT. Sorrowfulness embraced my heart, as I contine to read and visualise..I wish I can do something about it, yet I do not know how to go about doing it..

That's it! I told myself again..First I gave myself a death sentence (no time limit). Now, because of my desire to seek an answer (curiosity), I'm being placed on gallows, with the rope around my neck (haven't die yet). Just one more stupid thing I do, the platform opens up, the sandbags pull down me down...and I will officially be declared 'dead'. But being the cat (cat has nine lives), I will revive and move on to another phase of life...I don't think I have so many lives left..the remaining ones...will be particularly 'precious' to me.

Some friends have been asking me what was troubling me..but I couldn't tell you guys..its just too complicated for me to tell even some of my closest friends. Maybe there's only one person I can talk to...Should I approach?

How I wish TIME will travel back, so that I will not be known to the truth, and keep myself alive for the time being..its hard..My heart always tend to control my mind more often...end up hurting myself. I think I like mental SM..A weirdo..

Anyone looking forward to the sequel of this entry?? I don't...Unless its a happy ending.

New Office..

Suppose to be in the office at 11.00am to wait for the movers to come and move the office furniture to the new office...

Nothing much was being done today. Because the movers were late!!! So much for saying that they are reliable...when they can't even be punctual. They only came at around 1.30pm. I could have sleep 1-2 hours more...The movers came...start carrying our boxes and furniture down to the truck..Took them around 3 hours to move all our stuffs and unload at the new office. But we can't set up our office yet...as there are some interior works that need to be done first. So Boss ask us to go take a tea break. Wanted to go to Settlers Cafe..but was fully booked..So in the end, went to Coffee Bean, the gals have two slices of cakes..Haha (expenses from Boss) 3 of us chit-chatted and gossipped..Saw these two cute little Eurasian? kids..Sat there till 6pm, before we decided that the day is over-spent doing nothing but eating and eating. We don't want our Saturday burnt. So we went back office, to find that the interior works is still undergoing. Aww...so slow. We can't even unpack our boxes. Boss say we call it a day...can go home liao. He will unpack the stuffs himself in the night.

So whole day...3 of us do nothing! In actual fact, why need so many people..? Just like in the Army, we are like those...who use 'eye powers' to make sure the work is completed, while others are carrying the things around. Okie..I did carry some stuffs around lah...because I'm the only male colleague around..can't possibly ask the female colleagues to carry heavy things. The other male bugger..don't know go where to swagger..

its just another unfruitful day spent for this single...

Do you tend to procrastinate?

I do..
And I believe everyone do procrastinate..Why?
Why do we tend to put things off? Delay and Delay...
Postpone our planned activities till later dates..

Hmm...I guess its just human tendency..something to do with our psychological behaviour...

We all have this 'SLOTH' in us...it's one of the seven sins that human tend to commit. Seven sins: Greed; Gluttony; Sloth; Lust; Pride; Envy; Wrath.

When we feel tired about doing something, we tend to dismiss doing it..."Tomorrow then do lah!" Many days pass, nothing was done. Do you recall doing that?

Or there are some who are the "3 mins passion". They are only in doing some 'passion' work for a short period of time, before the interest dies off..Not committed to what they should continue to do. Are you one of them?

Haix..There are a number of tasks that I wished to do since don't know how many donkey years back? or beginning of the year. But because I tend to procrastinate!!! They were never achieved. Erm..some are half-way achieved lah..I need to change..A change for the better. Here it goes..

I think I will not mention them...Just keep you guys/gals in suspense...Hopefully to get it done within the first week of July! NO PROCRASTINATE PLEASE!!! JEFF PLEASE REMEMBER!
2 main tasks only.

What a big mistake!

At 11.30pm..I regretted asking a stupid question, which I shouldn't ask in the first place..Having known the answers to that question, I felt as if that the sky has fallen upon me..

Am I giving myself a death sentence to it? Or still placing some hopes dangling in the mid air..

Feeling lousy now...What should I do?

Moving Off~

Spend a whole afternoon packing my stuff into boxes..

We are getting ready to move off to the new office..Saturday..movers will come...

Laalaalaalaa

Guess what..?
We just had a small celebration for the birthday gal and boi. A mini cut cake session in the office. Who's the birthday gal, you might ask..? None other than my colleague, Haz. Her birthday falls on 18 June. Hehe. Mine on 19 June..Another friend of mine..Eric..on 20 June. Today is his birthday!!! Happy Birthday Eric! Another friend, Guanjie will be celebrating his birthday on 22 June. So where is the birthday boi/gal born on 21 June?

Anyway, back to the topic..Boss, Leonard, Roy, Tanty and the 2 birthday kids had this chocolate cake..Yummy..Hehe. Irene, the lady Boss only bought birthday gift for her..aww..Nevermind. Boss then asked me to request for birthday present from Irene..I didn't. I asked for my pay instead..I got my pay check!! So happy.

Got a belated birthday wish from Noinoi. Thanks gal!

Anyone wants treat??

Bad Day..

Totally Sian...My friend has asked to take back the laptop from me tonight. Which means I wouldn't be able to online for the next few weeks..My Comp haven't repair yet..Sighz..

I going to miss talking to some of my friends during evening time. =(
If any friends read this post, and wish to contact me during evening time, please sms me! Hehe Thanks!

Indeed a sad day for me...ByeBye..
Miss you all..

Big thanks to the following people for sending their wishes to me today: Marilyn, Guanjie, Roy, Lijun and Tanty.

Updated:3.14pm..Receive birthday card from the company..Hehe
Updated:10.15pm..another 2 more hours..it will be over..2 army buddies (Hongjun and Jianbin) just send their greetings to me. Thanks!

Officially 25!

Yeah!! I'm older by one year again..Time passes so fast..I was still a 24 years old chap a day ago..now I'm 25 liao..Thanks Mum to your 'factory', I got a face that doesn't look old...Hahaa..Always look like young teenager..SO BHB..

12midnight was a busy timing for me..received a number of smses from my friends, and replying them. Thanks a lot!! Thanks for remembering this ordinary day that means nothing to you..but a special day to me. Thanks Benny, Geryl, Alvin, Pearlyn, Ed, Haz, Johnny, Corrine, Lingjia for your smses and the whole lot whom I had met on the weekends.

What's my birthday wish? Loook back at my Resolutions 2006...you'll find the answer.

Hope today..work go smoothly..This will be my biggest present. Don't give me TROUBLES on my birthday hor...HEHE

Happy Birthday to Myself..Andrew's friend, Derek and Anyone who is born on 19th June!!!

Second eventful day..

Today went to meet another group of friends, Andrew, Vance and Jason for a dinner. Met Andrew at 5pm at Orchard MRT...then helped him to look out for handphones at Lucky Plaza, before meeting Vance and Jason at McDonald's. On our way to Wheelock Place, Vance and Andrew needed to settle something, so me and Jason ahead to find Fish&Co at Wheelock Place..We walked around Wheelock Place, but couldn't find the restaurant, so we told Vance and Andrew to eat something else..As we planning to walked out of the building, Andrew took a look at the Directory, 'Fish&Co' is at level 2...How could me and Jason have missed it? I guessed the both of us were too busy chatting, that we didn't took notice of the restaurant. Hhahaha..so malu..

Had our dinner, and busy discussing about our surroundings...Hahhaa..Too bad, most of the times, I couldn't see the 'surroundings' that they talking about..Nevermind about that..my 'view' infront of me is fantastic..so I am generally satisfied. Hehe. After dinner, we had dessert and drinks at the food court..before we decided to end the day.

Thanks guys! Thanks Jason, for giving me a lovely present (unexpectedly)!! I didn't expect any birthday presents. Its the company that I appreciate, to celebrate my birthday with me. Other things are secondary. Hope you guys enjoy yourselves tonight. Heehee. Its definitely a memorable and pleasant day for me.. =)

An eventful day..Thanks

This entry should be posted on 18/06/2006...4.00am. but I couldn't access to Internet at home. So having sleeping for less than 5 hours, I decided to wake up and write my blog.

Yesterday, decided to have my haircut, waited for quite some time, before it was my turn. Argh..She cut my hair abit short again..Hehehe. That's not important. The whole afternoon, I've trying to tap on the wireless network around my neighbourhood..but couldn't...so disappointing..Then I decided to go to Mr Bean Cafe near Paradiz Center..thinking that I can use the wireless network over there, and since I'll be meeting my army friends at 7pm for dinner near that location. Reached Mr Bean Cafe at around 5pm alone..ordered a new york cheese cake, and mango smoothies..sit down with my lappy, surfing...HehE..it's a relaxing day for me..let the time passes slowly..I'm just enjoying every seconds, every minutes..alone..Haha Can't imagine I can spent 2 hours, eating my cheese cake..and drinking my smoothies! I like this kind of feeling..of course it will be better if there is someone sitting beside me..to enjoy the moment.

At 7pm..walked a short distance to our favourite 'Starhub' Chicken Rice for a simple dinner. Met Zhenhui, Eddy, Junren, Singkwang and Junwei for our dinner. Nah..we didn't go there to eat..Instead we went to this roast duck stall besides the Chicken Rice Stall for dinner..Hmm..food was okie..hehe..still preferred our chicken rice =P Chatted..Know some new updates from each friend..Great to know that everyone is doing well, aiming to attain certain goals in life like Eddy pursuing his degree in Banking and Financing at SIM, Junren and Junwei aiming for their driving license..Of course, the biggest news is someone (whom I shall not name, hehe) is ATTACHED! Erm..those army friends ah reading my blog...can try guessing..cos out of the six people, singkwang is attached long time..and ME is definitely not counted lor. HAHA. OMG I was abit surprised. He was attached for a few weeks. Glad he found his love. Happy for him. How come lately...people are getting attached ah? Is June a peak season period to fall in love? Hmm..when is my turn? Lolx..Kidding.

After the dinner (Thanks for treating me to this fare.), was supposed to go to Hark Music, for some relaxation..Too bad the place is full, so we went to play pool. Luckily, I didn't play as bad as last time...skill still there..managed to win 2 games. Hehe.

Around 10pm..decided to go for a chilling session at TCC..Zhenhui ordered this Hawaillian drink..which is a mix of coconut and pineapple...Tasted so funny and weird...Hahaha. Again we chit-chat..our conversation never seems to be ending..There's so much we can talk about..It was around 11.40pm..before we decided to call it a day...so we walked our way towards Dohby Ghaut MRT..and were discussing to plan to see movies at the Cathay on one of the weekdays. As we walked past Cathay Cineleisure, Zhenhui challenge Junwei (known to be 'Cinderella' - Need to reach home before 12am) to watch a midnight show. So three of us, (the others went home) decided to watch Silent Hill at 12.25am at the Grand Cathay (the one with the big screen). Okie..this is my first time watching movie at Cathay Cineleisure..Nice experience. The seats are spacious..quite comfortable..Well, the movie I will give it a rating of 3.5/5. Nice suspense show...blood and gore scenes, wow! But then..the ending is something which I couldn't figure out..

Show ended around 3.00am..share a cab home with Zhenhui..Some amusing thing happened on my way home..Upon reaching my home, I speak to the taxi driver in mandarin telling him to stop, but he still continue driving..it was only till the 3rd time..he says "Huh? you want me to stop?" He stopped the cab. Then I briefly glanced through the taxi driver's identity photo and name..and found that he is actually a malay..OMG..make such a silly mistake..haha so embarrassing..

Had a bathe...and decided to try my luck..getting online..but no luck. So in the end, couldn't write my blog. Amazingly, 3+ am.. a friend of mine, sms "good night..blah blah" It was like so weird. If I'm already asleep...wouldn't he be disturbing my sleep in the middle of the night. Or else, another possibility is that he saw me on the street? Hmm...

Just a side note..I'll like to thank Shaowei (the first person to wish me 'Happy Birthday' on 17/06, Well it's abit early..hehe) and my five army friends. Hugs. Hope you guys enjoy the day too. =)

Why am I feeling this way??

Every time, I look forward to a special occasion,
And as the day approaches, in one/two days time,
I always got this feeling of backing out in the end...
Somehow, I know things are not going as smoothly as they are.
Is it so difficult to get some simple things done?

Don't ask me if i'm feeling okie...
Cos I'm definitely not okie...
Perhaps..I guess there's no need to make a big fuss over it..
It's just another day in my life, or your life...
24 hours, 1440 minutes, 86400 seconds...it will be over.

Should I drink some liquor before I sleep?
It's been a long time since I touched them..
Good night..Everyone.

Back at work..

read mails...so many things to be done...
updates and updates...
feel my head is bursting...
didn't have my lunch...just two plain potato curry puffs..
worked till 7+...
its a friday night...nobody ask me out...so sian...

p/s: anyone know today is what day? There are fireworks at the National Stadium. Not spectacular...mid-level fireworks..

Work..

I'm going back to work..today..
so sian..it's a friday!! I was thinking whether to get a MC...
Officially..inclusive of today...I still got 12 working days before I quit. I'm looking forward...But please...I need my pay! The boss has owed me the previous month's pay...Haix..I'm so gonna eat grass for the next few days...

finally an update..

After my last entry...I haven't been able to really update my blog..mainly because this laptop that I'm using..does not allow me to log in...so for the past one week...my blog seems sooooo quiet..did anyone miss my entries? I know one friend, Geryl...just asked me to update my blog today..Hahhaa

Anyway..I tried to play around with the Internet Options - Settings..Bingo!! I can login liao!! Hehe

So let's start from Friday..
Busy day at work...cos I need to settle all my work before I go for my study leave next week. Then hand over my work to my colleague, requesting him to follow up on some of my work when I'm away. Suppose to have a meeting at 5.00pm with Boss, but he didn't turn up..Phew~ Lucky~ Cos it means, I wouldn't get scoldings from him. So looking forward to my leave...though it's suppose to be study leave...but I really need a break from all the work in those 3 mths...I'm abit tired..

Saturday
Even though its offically on leave..I'm still doing some work for the company...that's to monitor the chinese newspaper..and keep my colleague update about certain matter before 10am..which MEANS I have to wake up early to buy papers..haix..Anyway..no difference lah..I wanted to watch the repeat telecast of SUPERBAND..I missed the live show..Milo Pengz is getting better and better!! I always looking forward to their performance...always very unique and special. Nothing much then...rotting at home..playing game...

A friend has went to BKK for holiday..Envy..I also want to go on holiday. My last trip was in year Dec 2004.

Sunday
Went out with my friends. Have lunch at Kenny Roger..then go to Queensway. After that, orchard, Wheelock Place..in search of my shoes. I want to get this pair of shoes (pic below). Is it nice? Went there to find out that they only have brown/blue one. And the size left..is 7. I can't really fit into it..abit tight. Ask the sales person...he says its an old series..2 mths back...no other colours available..SAD! Mood wasn't that good...but still okie..Had dinner at Far East...and then chilling out at Burger King..Lolx..Suppose to be at Swensen's for ice-creams, but waiting time too long..

Monday
Start preparing for my exams..Spend my morning, writing notes for 4 chapters, before meeting my friend, Andrew. It's his birthday! Another Geminian..Hahaha. Reach the Cityhall MRT Station..he late again. I was approached by this guy, asking me some survey thing..about job opportunities in this new company...Japan Lifescience? Hmm..anyway just answered a few of his questions..The weird thing is..while I was at the Station waiting for my friend..this guy never approached any other passerbys..Why did he 'prey' on me ah? Haha. That's not the point.

Met Andrew, and Winson..Walked around Citylink..Suntec..before settling down at Sakae Sushi for our dinner buffet. Couldn't resist...I ate some seafood stuff again =X Then Vance, joined us at around 7+...After dinner, walked around again..before going to Esplande to take some photographs.. =) The day was fun..I hoped Andrew had an enjoyable day too! Hehe

Tuesday
Another day spent at home..writing notes for the remaining 6 chapters. So Sian..Anyway..the day brightens when I received an sms from a friend..it somehow cheers me up..I also don't know what I, myself is thinking about...kinda mixed feeling...abit lost..Sometimes..I've been thinking..What do I want in life exactly? There are so many paths ahead of me..Which path should I take? Checked my office email...got 20 mails altogether!! Wa lau..So many..I'm just gone for only 2 days...

Wednesday
2nd revision for the exam. Head bursting with too many information..Decided to skip less important stuff...Then did my tutorials...not bad...can handle all of them..no sweats..hehe. I beginning to feel tired how some people can talk in msn..maybe the interest has faded...Just hope the friendship is still there. Decided to sleep at 12am..and wake up at 6.30am the next morning..Exam Day!

Thursday
Wake up at 6.30am..Reach Paradiz Centre at around 8am...Then studied for the 3rd time..a very brief run through of my notes...Then I ate my Big Breakfast! Satisfying..Hehe..Continue with my revision till 11am before I went to school to meet my classmate, Pearlyn. Used my laptop, tapping the school's wireless internet...log in to MSN...and chatted with some friends..Haha...I'm just relaxing myself before the paper. 12.15pm!! Sit for my exam paper..The theory part was abit tough, so I went straight to do the calculations..Quite confident in the calculations. Still got plenty time for me to crack my brain on some theory questions..Overall, I guessed should be able to pass with flying colours..After exam, decided to go to Heeren to look for my pair of shoes..Didn't find it..Went to Cineleisure..Got..but still the same blue/brown design..Walked further down to Far East...Hmm...still the same blue/brown one..Tried fitting it..quite comfortable..and look nice too..Now I wondering if I should get this blue/brown one or go online to buy my ivory/green one. Haix..

Stuck...

came to a T-Junction...I don't know which way to go..
Should I turn left? Or should I turn right? Sigh..

hopping onto a train, leading to another career path...

Yesterday night, my mum told me that my cousin was asking her, when am i going to graduated, what i studied..and other things. She told my mum that she intends to contact me..and see if i'm interested to work in her office there..If i'm not suitable, she can also refer me to her other clients...

I didn't give my mum an answer...

What I know is that my cousin..is earning $8k per mth!! She works in the Stock Exchange or something related industry..i suppose..If she's going to bring me in..its a great opportunity to learn new things..and of course earn higher pay..(very tempting!)

But on my side, I'm worried whether I can cope with new environment (financial industry)..and should i continue my path towards PR/Marketing...

Interest Vs Money...How?

WOW

just received a sms that my friend got attached..Congrats!! Finally..Phew~

ICT calls..

just received a call from my unit..this guy told me to bring my military driving license for this coming ICT..(Duhz..Of course, I know I MUST bring..I don't need any people to remind me...All my military documents are put into a ziplog bag..always ready to be activated..hahaha..as if..)

Anyway..after that call...i got this instinct that the unit webpage will be updated. So I went to check lor..Yeah its updated!! With training programme attached..To my horror, out of the 12 days (10-21 July)..we were only given one day rest (Sunday). Saturday was burnt! And that means...I can't work on my Project too..

Basically..the training programme is quite packed for the 10 days..last 2 days..abit relax lah...got this BN Sports Day (-_-!) and the last day Out-Pro!

Thanks to this special friend, for giving me valuable advices..I think I know what I want..

Yesterday..was basically spending my whole day in MSN...chatting with him and another friend..Hehe

no updates = update..

i got nothing to update..
but one of my friends asked me to write something on my blog...

Friday night..everyone is knocking off...i'm still in the office..Boring..

Latest news..
1)Our office is moving to another location..a smaller office..half the area of current office...
2)Boss not going for holiday..aw..sian..
3)Not getting any sms/msn from ......except a surprise sms from a friend who feels bored working at Sentosa

i want to go hOOOOmmmmeeeeeee

Internship report

First, a big thanks to my friend, Junyan..for lending me his laptop last Saturday..otherwise, I wouldn't have be able to start working on my internship report..

So i burnt my weekends..typing my report..stay till late night..it was only 70% done. So for the next few weekdays..I have to continue to do my report after my work..Damn tired..It was finally completed on Wednesday..Took me 5 days! All those friends who had done the internship report, said they took 2 days only. Anyway..Wednesday evening, I let my Boss vet through the report, didnt make much changes..He looks pleased..Don't know what will he rate for my appraisal form..Hahaa.

Thursday..spent the morning..printing my report..erm..(hehe using company's paper and ink). Printed a total of 83 pages..Satisified!!Evening time, went to school to submit my report.

YEAH! No more worries, except the coming exam in mid June. Planning to take 4 days study leave from 12 June - 15 June..My paper on 15 June..12.15pm. Inclusive of the weekends, i have around 7 days to study, which I do not really need..The leave are just an excuse for me to take a break from my work..hoping to spend some time with some friend (hmm....)