Mentally sick..

Yesh..I was sick physically...woke up with a bad sore throat..think it was kind of throat infection..having problem even swallowing my saliva..its just painful..Fever...took a temperature of about 37.7...Gosh..I'm feeling lethargic..breaking out cold sweat..not able to concentrate..

Don't ask me to go see a doctor...Thanks...

I think I better be dead off...Stop being a hinder to the society, causing an eye sore to everyone..

That's why I feel 'mentally' sick too..so sick of my life..
How I wish I can end it earlier..
Want to find someone to talk to..but who can I find?my best friend?But I think he's quite busy..and I don't really wish to disturb him with my troubles..

Haix...