e One learning inline skating

First time trying inline skating..it was tough but fun..

Will need more practices..its too costly to pay $6/hr...perhaps in the long-run..it is more appropriate to get one myself..

e One with Confused Mind

i can't read minds..

i can't interpret words..

i can't sense feelings..

i don't know..am i been misleaded...

Editedx1: 10.00am

well...it takes two hands to clap..so i shall just be myself..and perhaps wait.

Editedx2: 10.20pm

Humans are complicated creatures...They are complex..we'll never able to understand them..for they are always changing in behaviour...Who is true?

Editedx3: 10.44pm

I betrayed myself..

I ruined the friendship that i treasured alot..I hurt myself and you..No amount of sorry is enough..Neither do i dare to seek for your forgiveness. I had myself to blame. I'm the bad person. Friends, I need time to be alone maybe the next few weeks..sorry if i decide not to meet any of you out. i sincerely apologise now.

Editedx4: 11.34pm

i feel very lost right now...i feel like a fool...like a puppet..being manipulated...i'm losing my ownself...don't make use of my weaknesses..i'm torn inside..i'm being sandwiched..

Editedx5: 12.18am

i reach a conclusion. One that only i will know..don't ask me. i hate myself right now. Believe me..

Editedx6: 7.16am

if you all can't convince me..then perhaps you can try confusing me more..so that my mind will go hay-wired...and 286 Processor will shut down permanently..

e One's pair of eyes

Hahaha..dunno why..just feel like writing something about myself tonight..

About this persona's pair of eyes:

Testimonials from some friends (i.e Friendster)

Alex: Like to stare at people la..dunno how to say..

Terence: He's actually quite observant on streets, just sometimes he tends to act blur....

Shaowei: A cat with killing eyes. ahead of that, he wore specs that will melt gals. and with the spec on his eyes, he could see miles and miles ahead. a binocular.

Lijun: he has a very nice pair of eyes, and I think he will be able to “electrify”gals if he wants to..

Jianbin: i like it when he wears his spectacles hahhaa.....very cool man!!!

Junwei: stare a short while and he will kao peh "See wat See!!!!!!"

Russell: recently began to wear tat gentlemen spectacles of his everytime we went out..trying to change image liao huh??

Yufen: always enjoy making fun of him...heehee... Coz no matter what u do to him, he will only stared hard at u...

Geryl: seems to me that he is alway so bserving about the happenings around him.

Not to mentioned some other comments like: "long eye-lashes", "help him put mascara!!", "eyes so big", "stop imitating 'the Rock' (WWF Wrestler)", "look so much like your mummy", "your eyes are beautiful"...

Hahaha...i must say its quite unusual for any guys to notice my eyes, commenting them...its the gals who are always saying something about the 'windows', especially the eye-lashes.

e One with 'Beautiful'

I once saw this video clip few months back..and there was this song 'Beautiful' that is really nice with touching lyrics..it was composed by a Singaporean. Couldn't really find the mp3 version of it..so in the end..I gave up the search.

Recently, a friend of mine..got this mp3...and sent it to me. Thanks!! You know who you are. Heehee.

Since then, I always listen to it..and I'm loving this song. There's no lyrics of the song that I can find on Net. So the lyrics below..is based on my 10 mins..of repeating and repeating the song, to capture the contents.

May I present...the LYRICS of 'BEAUTIFUL' !!!!!

Beautiful
I don't know..
If I'm the ONE for you in this life.
I can't help..
Hearing my voice calling your name.
Cos' when I..
Trying so hard, not to look in your eyes.
Maybe I..
Have Fallen in love with you.

I can't so describe..
How I'm feeling deep inside.
So much more than I can say..
With your touch, it feels so right.
Oh my, you're so near..
All the time in this place.
For I know, in my heart..
I'll never let you go..
In this lifetime.
Do you know why? Oh BABY...
Cos' you're just so..
Beautiful to me.

Well tonight..
Maybe this time..
I can hear you breathe.
It's alive..
To see you smile..
With those tears, in your eyes.
They may say..
That you're just a girl, in this spinning world.
In my heart..
You're like the world to me.

I can't so describe..
How I'm feeling deep inside.
So much more than I can say..
With your touch, it feels so right.
Oh my, you're so near..
All the time in this place.
For I know in my heart..
I'll never let you go..
In this lifetime.
Do you know why? Oh BABY..
Cos' you're just so..
Beautiful to me.

Touch my hand...
Feel my heart...
Hold me close...
And you'll find me..
You'll find me...
So Beautiful..to me.

If anyone needs the song, drop me a comment~

e One with dou hua you tiao

Eating my You Tiao...and Dou Hua..

Listening to Lin Jun Jie's Dou Jiang You Tiao...

That's my dinner..or my only meal for the day.....

How I wish someone will share my You Tiao...Hahaha

Thanks for paying the food..you know who you are. =)

e One with pimples OUTBREAKS!

gosh gosh gosh..

i'm so stress that pimples keep popping out on my face!! and one of them is so cruel to me, he has been staying there for like about 1 month!

i guess..its time to go for my facial wash again...after my event. time to pamper myself~

e One with a '286 Processor'

286 Processor..

i guess my mind works in a similar way too..

wols...slow...you said it.

can't react well to 'on-the-site' situations..

so often..that i seems a blur kid to them

the truth? i'm indifferent

my mind is often off-wandering to some wonderlands..

thinking..wondering..dreaming..occupied with lots of thoughts

or sometimes the mind just simply went blank..

that's when you will see an empty vessel staring at you..

everything is this world is contagious..stupidity..yawning..

that includes a 286 Processor..you stay close with him..

you will be affected too..'SLOW'

e One working on a public holiday..

so sian..

another 15 more mins, i'm gonna drag my feet to workplace..feel so lethargic..

well..what to do? i'm doing events mah..bleah!

10:18pm..
what a busy day at work..
so many things to handle..
but i only have 2 hands, 1 mind..
headaches are killing me..
Thought might only need to work half day..
Alas! i worked another 9 hours today..

Met up with some friends for dinner..
Guess most of them wanted to go home early..
So didn't really sit down for drinks..sigh!

e One tagged with LOVE today

lolx..kena tagged by Ms Tan, to list down 12 things you love..

so here it goes:

i ::love:: my family.
i ::love:: my very own blog.
i ::love:: my few close friends.
i ::love:: playing pool.
i ::love:: eating seafoods despite knowing that i'm allergic to them.
i ::love:: drinking my favourite Blended Mocha.
i ::love:: $$$..Who don't?
i ::love:: travelling..
i ::love:: observing people..
i ::love:: freedom alot..so i don't like being restricted..
i ::love:: the colour blue.
i ::love:: myself!!!!

Hmm...now my turn to tag some people..ANDREW! and ZHENHUI!

p/s: i edited something..sighz.

e One at Convocation

Finally..the day for Convocation arrives..the day which all graduates are waiting for...
Going to get that piece of certificate..that worths more than $20,000!! What an expensive piece of paper..Hahaha..

400+ to-be-Curtin-graduates were sitted at the Raffles Ballroom..just waiting for their names to be called up, and that 5-10 seconds of fame on the stage..to shake hand with the Chancellor, and taking back the '$20,000++' from him. =P

Waited for an hour-plus...before it's our row to move...phew! Everything moves very fast...soon I found myself waiting for my name to be called out..and within seconds..I'm sitted down again..Hahaha!!!

After convocation, refreshments were served..and the few of us, took chances to take photographs with each other..Hehe.

Me and Pearlyn, together with photographer, Alvin...and my mummy-cum-maid (joking loh!!!) went to Esplande, Supreme Court to take photographs.. =P

(Photographs might be insert.)

e One on Friday the 13th..

Friday, the 13th...spells an unlucky day for me.Truely Unlucky.

Got diarrhoea attack in the early morning...went to the Gents for 3-4 times..Conclusion: I think it was the malay food that I taken for breakfast..

Couldn't really concentrate on my work. To make matter worse, my that lady 'boss' was so unsensitive, burst into flames...screaming and banging tables at me!! So sick, mentally and physically...

At that point of time, many thoughts went through my mind.
I'm not suitable to work under a woman! Even when my ex-boss, Robert screams a 100 times violently than her, I can take it. My patience was there. But not this time. I had a feel to quit on the spot. I really feel depressed. Having worked for 2 weeks, I haven't feel happy doing my work. I mean, if you like your job, like what you are doing, you should be feeling happy. I'm not. Perhaps (Really!) I shouldn't be in logisitics/event management. Not my cup of tea. Going back to Public Relations or being a Broker might be a better choice for me.

Took a half day MC leave. Wanted to get out of the office ASAP. Decided to go to Marine Parade Polyclinic to see doctor..Paid $12 instead of usual $20++ at my family doctor. An hour was spent rotting there.

Went home. Took medicine and rest. Before my friends asked me out for a walk. It could be the last time I will see my mum and never get to meet my friends that fateful day. While walking towards the MRT, there is this lady, (driving) almost knocked into me. It was 'Green light'. FUCK. It was so close to me! I looked at her sternly, gave her middle finger and pointed to the Green Man. She ignored, and continue to drive. 2 FUCKING BITCHES in a day.

The evening at the MRT, was more frustrating..people keep stepping on my slippers...FUCK! Never say sorry also! Mood was totally dampen, until I met my friends..they are a bunch of funny clowns...Hahaha. I'm always glad to see them..

Sidenote:
Friday, 13 Oct..Birthdays' of 2 close friends - Alvin and Zhenhui. Hope they had enjoyed their birthdays with their love ones or friends. Hopefully not an unlucky day for them.

14 Oct: 1 more day to Convocation..Looking forward to it. But my stupid pimple ain't healing. Gonna look ugly tomorrow...(anyway, i'm ugly loh)

This is my 200th post..

e One on a special Mid Autumn Festival

its really been a long time, I ever stepped a foot in a pub...Together with 4 friends, we went chilling out at some pub. Quite new to the place...looks good...got sofas to lie on..And for the first time, i drank alcohol, without my face blushing..instead they commented I looked pale white..Hahaha.

it's good to have this bunch of close and special friends who mean alot to me in my life..they are dears to me. i will treasure this special friendships among us.

side track abit:
day at work was particularly less demanding. and because my superior needs to have her family mid-autumn dinner...so i'm being let off the 'prison' earlier. Left office at 6.00pm. it will happen only one time. Other days, I need to work late..latest..? 8.30pm on Thurs.

quite hazy these few days because of the forest fires at Indonesia. morning..was okie...until evening, it gets thicker..and the smell of burnings...

this year, no more traditional Da Zhong Guo's mooncakes...Mummy/Brother bought durian and mango ones. Durian mooncake taste ordinary....i will have prefer to eat durians right from its shell!! Nothing beats that taste.

e One with lots of things to say..

Been quite some time..never update my blog..

Here it goes...for those who are interested to know what I have been doing lately:

Sunday, was the big event for one of my good friend, Mr Geryl Lim. Yeah, He's getting married. Didn't manage to be his 'Brothers', so I missed out the fun, they had in the morning when the bridegroom went to fetch the bride, Ms Marilyn Ng..Anyway, that day, I was busy sourcing for my clothes..Intended to wear a pink shirt and a jacket to go with jeans (ya..dun be surprise..actually i wanted to 'match' their 'theme'..the newly-wed likes PINK COLOUR mah..haha..i'm so good boy..hee) In the end, I dirtied my pink shirt, and settled for a pink tee-shirt instead (kns, kena said by friends that i'm not formal and do not respect the occasion...duhz), and because the weather is so freaking warm...i give up wearing my jacket too...

Met my friend, Ed (I already said I meeting a guy friend, someone just dun believe it, insisting that it was a gal... =_=!) at Bugis. Wanted to look for some winter wear at Muji as he is planning to go to Japan (wow..i want to go!!!) Shopped around, in the end he bought a pair of slipper and a shirt and a nice brown tie from TopMan. He helped me to pick up a long-sleeve shirt for work too..=) (Thank you! if you are reading)

Rushed down to Traders Hotel, for the wedding dinner at 6pm..to witness the exchange of vows between the newly-weds. (So touching, to say those words..when will I have the chance to say to my other half?) It was fun at dinner itself, as we talk cock and laugh at jokes at ourselves...silly..hee. Another touching moment...was the speech made by Geryl. Was almost sick (rashes), when I had my seafoods and wine. Collapsed on bed...after reaching home.

me in pink!!


Monday is 1st day of work for me at iPark Singapore - Korea IT Industry Promotion Agency at Suntec city, doing event management. Got a big, international project on hand, the Global Entrepolis 2006 to be done by end of Oct. That's like less than 4 weeks to work on!!! Well, it will be a great portfolio for me if I managed to make it a success. Had been working late since Day 1..

Hasn't been really able to online my MSN this few days...went home..bathe..sleep..SOOO tired.

Today..I just received my academic transcript..so happy!

Coming Sunday..House warming...Next Sunday..Convocation!!!

October is really a busy month...No time to relax except now...

I will be out of MSN most of the time...so please do not miss me. luvs u guys/gals