U are back again..

The sms...
A long-waited reply...
I'm back on Saturday...

In and Out of my Life...

So what will happen next?

e One - Storytelling

Everyone has told stories before..
Whether it was real, made-to-believe, hear-say..the list goes on..

Since young, we saw and heard of fantasy stories and fairytales..
We wished to be the main characters in those stories..
Hero will eventually win the heart of the beauty..
Together, they lived happily ever-after..

As we became teenagers, movies and serial dramas become part of our lives..
We began to see the reality of Life..
The happy..and the sad..We tend to get emotional..
And Life isn't that simple to travel alone after all..

And when we grow older, the surroundings begin to affect us..
We often found ourselves to be one of the main leads among the stories we created..
Whether we like or dislike the roles we played, they are always the deepest memories attached to us..
Will the stories ever be happy-ending ones like a fairytale?? We'll never know what the future that lies ahead..
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People always tell stories to us..
But how much of the contents, shall we believe..

Many are true storytellers..
With a heart, to seek a place of solacement from us..

Lending a listening ear eases, the feeling of troubled for the time-being..
Words of comforts provide advices, you can act upon..
A broad shoulder will always be there, if you ever need to cry on..
Nothing beats a big hug from us at the end of the day, to show that we care about you a lot..

Some are 'good' storytellers..
With a mind, to deceive the 'simple us'..

We can always choose to filter out what we don't like to hear..
We can always choose to rebuke and give our disapprovals..
We can always choose to form debatable arguments..
But most importantly, at the end of the day, WE CHOOSE TO USE our HEARTS to FEEL THE TRUTH.
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I has heard of stories..
stories that are only told to me..
stories that set one confused..dispiriting..cheerful..
stories about life..philosophy..values..
stories about everything under the sun..the nature..the flowers..the orchids..
stories about sharing common interests in sports..animes..leisures..

I have yet to tell stories..
the unknown and complicated side of me..
the deepest and darkest of all..
the sweet..humourous..bitchy..sorrowful..
the love..
the past of me..

Who wants to know? You?
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6 friends gathered together..
1 mentioned that 4 of them face a similar situation in life..
the other 2 should feel lucky that they don't encounter it..

do they all know that 1 of the 2..
faces a more devastating situation than them in life?

Sharing a same fate as one friend the One comes across..
A story that perhaps..only these people know..

Life is really cruel..
Not to you..But to the One..

e One's intuitions

Surprisingly, my intuitions or the so-called sixth sense is getting sharper and sharper..Ever since my illness in January??

Or perhaps i'm just getting better and better at analysing most of the situations. Call me an analyst. Gather data and information..and I will give you answers to it.

Or maybe, you can say I'm 'ultra-sensitive' and observant to everything around my surroundings..

Indeed, all my guesses are correct since that fateful day.

e One with a 'special' sms

7.00pm: "hi, how are you"

it's really strange to receive the sms since the person has been away from Singapore for quite some time...
does it means the person has returned???
i replied...

7.05pm: "i'm fine. are you back to Singapore?"

no replies...i'm still waiting...i wondered why the person likes to M.I.A.

e One's phone

Offically, today morning at 9.33am...
My mobilephone was declared brain dead..
Not death-certified yet..

My N3315 accompanied me a journey from 2003 - 2007..
No matter how many times it dropped on the floor, it still work..
Not like the other models phone..not durable at all..

Time to change a phone..
Anyone wants to get one for me?

e One battling against fever

for 4 days since saturday..
i have been fighting against fever..
it goes normal in the afternoon, and high in the middle of night..
reaching a peak of 39.3..

the medicine doesnt seems to work..

e One had a rollercoaster ride..

Couldn't really sleep last night because the back/waist is damn fxxking pain..
Sms-ed some friends to chat..
Till i decided that i need some peace...
So i ignored their smses..and closed my eyes.

Constantly monitored my own temperature..At one time..it dropped to 36.9...machiam like stock market (hahaha *crashed*).. so i thought my condition is controlled..

Now..is back to 38.9..and i'm waiting for the clinic to open..

e One - Officially Sick

Yeah i'm running a 38.5 temperature...
Great..i know i shouldn't go out...

And now it's going to rain...so meaning..it's going to put me at risk of running a higher temperature...

i hope it's not dengue...like what the recent television serial is showing...

it also makes me wonder if one person is sick...are the both of us being linked together..with an 'invisible' string to fall sick together regardless of the distance? i'll like to know.

e One at Singapore Garden Festival Part 3 - Orchids

Some orchids, please enjoy..

-=my favourite orchids=-

Some other orchids...to share...

If you are orchid lovers...i bet you really like them alot...

e One at Singapore Garden Festival Part 2 - Contrast

Orchids - The Black (Gold Award Winner) Vs the White (Dendrobium Stephanie Sun)

So which one do you like?

I prefer the black...perhaps due to its uniqueness..
Black and White - we define as 'extreme colours' on both end of a spectrum..
But in reality, black/white are just 'simple' colours and the other end is grey, the complex colour of both black and white. Often, we say there are 'grey areas' in decisions we made..Things that are neither here nor there...So how do you want to choose to live your life..simple or complex? You decide.

Red Roses - Sincere Love, with Passion!

White Roses - Eternal Love, with Purity!

Red and White...What's your take again?

I will rather give you red roses..

Because I want to say three words to you.. "I Love You."

You wouldn't be the beautiful red rose, but the thorns..

Pricking my fingers everytime I hold you..

Just like it pricks right through my fragile heart..

Because of this pain, I learnt to cherish you more, and hold you closer to my heart..

*sounds romantic??* *grinz*

e One at Singapore Garden Festival Part 1

it's really a very late entry to post this...but i still decide to go ahead with it..
went to the Singapore Garden Festival 2006 on 17 Dec with two other friends...

Again...i had put my these valuable pictures in the thumbdrive...but luckily i had uploaded it onto a website..but not all..sigh..because i can't find my favourite flower among the pictures - Sunflower!!!

So..Guys and Gals!! Go take a look!! http://www.imagestation.com/members/skyr3d

i urge everyone to go to this show in two years' time...it really worth it...okie especially going with ....

p/s: today i guess my day really brightens up alot...

e One - Cheerful

Still remember the thumbdrive that i lost a few months back?
Nope..I didn't find it back.

I was doing a sort on my mailbox, and found all my Convocation pictures in an email sent to my close friend...so..it sort of brighten my day..at least i feel better.

Of course, some pictures are lost forever...

e One with 2nd medical consultation

Will be going for my second medical review later at 11.30am...

Still thanks to people who wished me well...Appreciate alot..

Will give you an update after the review... =)

Edited (2.40pm) :
Had my usual check up..asking if i had any relapse for the past 6 weeks..
Had none, except for the recent 'shivering' experience on only left side of the body..
Well, he didnt comment on it, or rather he didn't even penned it down on my medical files.
Asked him a few questions..
1) What is the fatality rate for such illness? he gave the same answer as last time, it is dangerous if you are driving or on the road..so i rephrased my question, citing the possiblities of me alone in the house, and no one is around...chances are about 10%..rare cases he said.
2) there was a report that aspartame (sweetening agents) can cause fits..so questioned him about it, only to be told that most reports are not scientific-based...usually rumors. Of course, he can't tell me what causes fits too...cause brain-activities are something uncontrollable..unless with the use of medicines..

So the next medical appointment will be 15 June...if nothing happens, i will continue to take the 300mg dosage..otherwise, he will need to recommend a stronger one for me.

March..

The month of March..was horrendous..for a few of my friends...

Out of love..

If you guys are reading this..Big Hugs to you..

Remember, You still have loves from friends and family..and of course Yours Truly, here!

e One with secrets..

Being a counsellor at times to friends...sometimes, there will be some secrets that you will promise never to reveal to others..

But what happens if....'the cat escaped out of the bag'???
Because the 'cat' was caught by the (dogs) paparazzi...loLx..

For those who knows...Great! It's just an issue...that will be told to others at any time..
For those who want to knows...Catch me if you can..again..
And you'll be surprised!