e One looking at 2007

Happy New Year!!
Happy 2007!!
Bye Bye 2006...

Not intending to make any resolutions for this coming year..
But most probably..shall remain to stay positive and happy..
And one thing for sure! I WANT TO GO TRAVELLING WITH FEW FRIENDS...

To all my friends:
Stay happy!
Stay successful!
Stay blissful!
Stay wealthy!
Stay healthy!

and last of all....
Stay beside me of my life journey...

e One looking back at 2006..

it's the time of the year..when everyone starts looking back what they had done for the whole year..a recap of 2006 - achievements in career, better luck in love, maintaining healthy lifestyle, more quality time spent with family and friends..the list can goes on and on..

So just a recap of 2006 for me...(i think i gonna spent a few hours reading all my entries!)

1) Most importantly, I had been penning down my thoughts in forms of words and pictures in this blog. Took some quizzes, interpreting my personality and character. A lot of silly but interesting entries that makes you set thoughts in life and everything revolving around you. Like some friends said, most of the entries are rather depressing, occasionally there are some happy ones. To date, I had about 270+ entries. That's alot!

2) Made new friends, widen my social circle. Friends who accompany me during saddest and happiest moments. Friends who are willing to provide listening ears to you. Friends who I had quarrelled and criticised. Friends who are like passing clouds. Friends who had forgotten about me. Best friend - You! Close friends - Few. True friends - Few. Good friends - Many. Love them alot. I'll still remain a friend to many whom you can trust and confide matters with. (Resolution 3 partly achieved)

3) Officially graduated! I'm a Curtin's graduate in Bachalor of Commerce (Marketing & PR). Started studying since March 2004, and received the certificate on 15 October 2006. Owe mum 3/4 of the course fee..yet to repay her. (Resolution 1 achieved)

4) Getting more out-going with friends. More sunshine look (abit tanned than last time). Sounds positive right? (hahaha) More KTV sessions with all friends. Chilling out at our favourite hangouts. Took out new sports - inline skating. (Resolution 4 partly achieved) But still alot of health problems. Really need to take good care of myself before I can take care of others.

5) Employment. 6 months of experience in fields of PR and events management. Not that bad. Really feels great to be in this line..though the stress is tremendous! (Resolution 2 partly achieved)

By this time...you guys might be thinking where is Resolution 5 - Relationship? Don't ask me. I don't know the answer too. Experienced ups and downs..Sometimes, tiredness does wears me down. Had my fair share of problems..yet at the same time..consoling the others.

6) Had our 2nd Reservist in July for 2 weeks. Nice and Fun. A great gathering for all of us. I shall see them again for one week in next July...Remember our Happy Hours! DUDES!

7) Oh! Bad debts.. Since beginning of the year..I doubt I will ever collect them back. $500 in total. Haix. Okie..i myself owe some money..Small amount. Will repay them as soon as i meet up with them.

8) Had enjoyable birthday celebrations with few groups of friends this year. Presents weren't exactly important, but friends, they are..

9) Tried new stuffs: like facial wash, hair dyeing, eyebrow shaping, writing entries in chinese, revamping my blog by myself, exploring new places etc..

10) Witnessing more and more couples getting together or married. 2007 will be a year of at least 2 wedding dinners to attend. Not to mention..Somebodies are becoming PAPA and MAMA in June..

Reading all my previous entries (took me 4 hours to finish), i laughed and teared..recalling all those memories (good and bad ones). though they may be only fragments..but they will be there in the mind forever...just like in this virutal world, where it wouldn't erase a single thing.

let's us all move on to 2007. hopefully it will be a better year ahead for you and me. we'll all start afresh. The past shall remain, the future to embrace upon.

e One feeling like monsoon season

While the sky is dark and gloomy on 26th December,
With gusty wind blowing and rain falling like nobody business..

Here the persona, feeling sick for the uncounted days,
With nose blowing umpteen times and dripping like tap water...

"Monsoon season had hit me badly..."

Two years anniversary to victims of the Tsunami tragedy. May the livings and deads find peace in their respective worlds.

Merry X'mas

HoHOHOO~

Merry Christmas to everyone who is reading my blog~

This x'mas..SUCKS! Coz' I fall sick...and most importantly I lost my thumbdrive..containing my work documents, pictures and resume (gosh..my contact details!!!)

I hope it's at my friend's house..who will be back in Singapore on 1 Jan 2007..1 week of unknown answer...sian!

Spare me the agony..I want my thumbdrive back!!

"I, maybe the foolishest, silliest, dumbest, stupidest and most idiotic person alive. That's the way the persona is..So go ahead..bully me, cheat on me, lie to me, smack me, everything..erm but not fxxk me(thanks!) Last but not least...love me."

e One with Dark Mirror

Sometimes before we start making remarks about other people..
Perhaps it always better to reflect upon ourselves those words first..

Just like we are accusing someone with a pointing finger..
Three other fingers are actually pointing back at ourselves..

The dark mirror will reflect every little thing about us..
Every words we had said and every actions we had done in the past..

When we said something, with an intention or a promise to ourselves and others..
But later to realise, all are just craps with no own principles to abide..

"I contain all your memories, desires, and lost hopes,

A piece of dark mirror that reflects what you are.

You think you could control me, but not,

I'll give you the sweetest dreams or the worst nightmares.

Remember me, when you fall asleep,

Forget me, when you wake up, yet the shadow-truths shall remains."

-Dream-

e Sandman

The Sandman Comics

After much delays...finally managed to borrow 7 out of the 10 books comics - THE SANDMAN at the Geylang East National Library. Was introduced by a friend to read it..sounds quite interesting..They should be able to keep me occupied for the next couple of days. =)

"There are seven beings that are not Gods,

that existed before humanity dreamed of Gods,

that will exist after the last God is dead."
"There are seven beings that exist because,

deep in our hearts, we know that they exist."

"There are seven being that are called the Endless.

They are, in order of age, Destiny, Death, Dream, Destruction, Desire, Despair and Delirium, who was once Delight."

Perhaps, now you can understand what i've been writing in my previous two entries. Just some personal interpretation of the seven beings..as to what they meant in our lives.

"Dull and grey peered through my windows,

Colours of rainbow never exist in my realm.

I represent gloominess and depression that creeps in silently,

Effects of pessimism that rips your heart apart in due.

For as long as you feel hopeless about everything,

I will accompany your whole life journey."

-Despair-

"I am here before the first living thing existed,

And my job is done when the last living thing dies.

I might be a release to some of you,

Or perhaps an abomination to others.

But eventually, I am there for all of you,

So I shall see you soon."

-Death-

a nice and romantice love song for all~

Cao Ge - Shu Dao Wu Da Yin Wo


歌曲：数到五答应我
歌手：曹格

第一次看着你就为你心动
聪明的我怎能让你走
第二次看见你我竟然失控
是我的错请你原谅我
第三次看见你想要告诉你
我真的爱你是真的爱你
第四次看着你我有些要求
请你能够 安安静静的聆听
一.让我保护你
二.让我照顾你
三.所有的要求不能当作游戏
四.接受这命运
五.永远不分离
说你愿意
那最后一个一定要说你愿意
want be your lover
want be your man
我只希望给你多一点
我只要你开心多一点
can you be my lover
don"t wanna be your friend
给你幸福每一天
给你幸福到永远
因为我want be your lover
want be your man
说你害怕因为受过伤
不需要害怕因为我不是他

e One with ninjas

Ninjas voodoo dolls - the new one (left) and old one (right)

Given by my friend, for some particular reasons:

Ninjas - Secretive & Mysterious..Do things tou tou mo mo...(just like me =P)

Now they are a pair (hahaha)...they have companionship..what about me?

e One with a full set of accessories..

a series of 'beads' accessories

e One with his blog entries

Sometimes, people should try to learn not to assume anything that i written in my BLOG, especially when there are no names are being mentioned in the entries.

Most of them are just general statements...thoughts that flow from my mind..Of course, there are some entries that are dedicated to specific people to read..as they are the only people who know the story inside-out..

It's things like this that result in unhappy, unfortunate misunderstandings. I will have rather to take things at face value. So don't try to read deeper into anything, or unearth any hidden meanings. Because, you might be thinking way too highly of yourself when in fact you're not the one being talked about...Don't be guilty conscience. (uhuh..i'm not referring to anyone again..but if you read too in-depth..then perhaps..you might want to re-think again.)

Obviously, I know I tend to see persons/things subjectively..That's wrong..I need to be more objective..How well do I know before I can put judgement? Perhaps..I need a pair of 'binocular' to look beyond what I am facing.

It's year end soon..Sorry to all those that I have criticised before.

e One feeling exceptional happy

Sunday...
it might seems silly and foolish to make such efforts searching high and low..but i think its all worthwhile..it's nice to see a smile on everyone's face at the end..

After two days of searching..the results are achieved..

e One with X'mas Season 11

The rows of light-ups and decorations along Orchard Road..

X'MAS ALONG THE ROAD

e One with X'mas Season 10

"Be our guest this Christmas"...Let's go shop at Robinson NOW!!

X'MAS AT ROBINSON

e One with X'mas Season 9

The always ordinary..X'mas Tree with no creativity to 'wow' us..

X'MAS AT TAKASHIMAYA S.C

e One with X'mas Season 8

Hohoho..The second most expensive X'mas Tree, "Christmas of Brillance"..Brought to you by Swarovski Crystals. Details - Over 600 Swarovski crystals are used; Totaling of $250,000. Very sparkling and glittering..

X'MAS AT HEEREN

e One with X'mas Season 7

The most expensive, diamond X'mas Tree in Singapore!!! Brought to you by Soo Kee Jewellery. Details - Crafted over 12,966 man hours; Weighs over 3,215 kg; Decorated with 456 numbers of lights; With 3,762 crystal beads; Encrusted with 21,798 diamonds; Totaling 913 carats; worth $1,55o,ooo.

X'MAS AT BUGIS (PART 2)

e One with X'mas Season 6

The angelic one..and dazzling your eyes with lots and lots crystals...

X'MAS AT BUGIS (PART 1)

e One with X'mas Season 5

The Beary Beary X'mas Tree...~Wow..so many teddy bears..so cute..especially the two bigger ones..

X'MAS AT HARBOURFRONT

e One with X'mas Season 4

More picture-taking of X'mas Trees..This is ranked 1st place of all the X'mas Trees (including decorations) I've seen (in my opinion).

X'MAS AT CATHAY

I like its uniquness..a RED/PINK X'mas Tree..It might look ordinary to some people because there isn't much decorations on the tree..But it actually looks quite romantic..

"If you are planning for revenges..it will only make you more miserable..

You must learn to forgive..to live happier.."

-Anonymous-

e One with X'mas Season 3

Another picture-taking of X'mas Trees..
This is ranked 3rd place of all the X'mas Trees (including decorations) I've seen (in my opinion).

X'MAS AT PARAGON SHOPPING CENTRE



Another tropical theme..but more to 'marine life'...From far..it looks like there are numerous starfishes on the X'mas Tree and the blue lightings.. And not to forget the BIG STARFISH on the top..

e One with X'mas Season 2

My Objective on Saturday..
Shall dedicated these pictures of X'mas Tree to ....
This is ranked 2nd place of all the X'mas Trees (including decorations) I've seen (in my opinion).

X'MAS AT RAFFLES CITY

It looks very tropical to me..linked to this year's X'mas Theme, as if we are in a tropical jungle..And I love those big red flowers..kind of seductive to me..

e One - Just Simply Me

Sometimes..somethings are better left to be unspoken..
Sometimes..somethings are better left to be untouched..
Sometimes..somethings are better left to be kept in the heart..
Sometimes..somethings are better left to be kept in the mind..

Once..it's said..
Once..it's involved..
Damages are done to other parties..
What's being done..Cannot be undone..
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Life can be very simple if you choose it...
However, if everyone starts playing mind-games...
Things get complicated and complexed...
Perhaps that's the way you want it - Hurt those who had hurted you
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Trust and Truth..
A thin line in between..
You can tell all the truths, but I may not trust what you said..
For it only takes one wrong doing to destroy what you had built up..

Deceits and Lies..
Black and white..
Former - with intention to deliberately deceive another person..
Latter - a harmless or trivial one in order to avoid hurting anyone..
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A friend once said..
Each of us is wearing masks in his/her life..
Masks that can't be taken off throughout your whole life..
At least one is needed..if not multiple..

Fake pretendences..I called it..
Bunch of Hypocrites..
And lots of Backstabbers..
Resort to anything and everything just to harm you..

Wall of defences..He named it..
Layers of built-up walls..
Cautions and preventive measures..
Protecting yourself from the harms caused by people you called - 'friends'..
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Had a small conversation with my mummy few days back..on the topic about cardiac arrest..I could only remember a small portion of it..

M: If i suddenly also have cardiac arrest..what will you do?
J: I don't know..but i guess if that really happens..I will be sad, yet glad..because you left without feeling any pain..It's better than to be sick with illness..feeling painful everyday..But without staying by yourside to accompany you..I feel sad.
M: (silent..)
J: Mum..at least you are in your 60s..You have experienced a great deal of life..You dated..Got married..Gave birth two little brats..and many more..Live to send grandma and grandpa off..What if tomorrow I never wake up again? I'm only just 25 years old..I had many unaccomplished things to do..I can't hold the hands of the one i love..except my family..I am unfilial, shall i leave before you and dad..Well, if that really happens..i'm sorry.
M: Don't be silly.
J: That's always a possibility...you know it. Anyway..i'll give you a list of important persons to contact...you know what i mean...

I don't fear of death..but i feared of what the aftermaths of my death..I want my close friends to walk the last journey with me..So I had to double make sure that they WILL come..they HAVE to come..they MUST come.
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Saturday..
Feeling a bit lousy at night..Took a long walk from Outrum, Singapore General Hospital..with an objective in mind..In the end, I reached Suntec City..Well, perhaps i clocked another distance of 3-4 km in my life. Guess I'm well-trained due to my vocation. Took me an hour..On the way..saw someone attempting to commit suicide at Bras Brasah Complex..Few police cars and fire engines...but no sight of the victim..

e One at the Registry of Marriage (ROM)

it's Friday (1/12/2006)..the ROM of Ms Lijun and Mr Yixian..

An entry that is dedicated to the couple..

Anyway it's my first time to the ROM that friday..

Hee..Shall let the pictures do the talking...

-=Just Married=-

-="Hao Xin Fu Wor" Smile till can't see eyes=-

-=So sweet=-

-=Close up of the Bride=-

-=the hand flowers of 17 white roses=-