e One not fit to take care of anyone..

just some thoughts:

Why did the illness strike me?? Of all people..it had chosen me. Fate? Or blame myself?
Okie..70% of all the cases...there are no known causes..but medical reports know what can triggered such an attack.

If seizures are triggered by: due to lack of rest/sleep..then why those people who worked 16+ hours a day..never kena?! I merely tired myself because of festive seasons..(i guess so?)

Irony..I still wanted to take good care of myself first, stay healthy..so that I can take care of others..I doubt that will be possible. I shall count myself lucky if I didn't become a burden to others..

So well..let's just stay tuned for my follow-up (EEG Examination) on 16th Jan. Bless me.